She was close with a guy-JC. [Love each other] There were many things happened. I can’t reveal anything about them. JC is my younger god-brother BTY, who has same signs of violent as me. 99.9% of the people around Lynn ask her not to go with JC, I’m the only one who encouraged her to. I see them as couple, as wife and husband. I’m there to keep their love unharmed. They are the precious moment in my life. He always hurt her, he is simply too cool that only 2 girls are his friends. Me and Lynn. [He have boy-friends too k] Well, Lynn and I are always out together, with boys. We took lots of neoprint with them. Pure friendships. Last year, something bad happened. RX could not come to school so XD is always alone. I see that she needs Lynn more than me, so I always let Lynn go to her. I let them be together alone for months and I was with XH, Sok and clique. I thought Lynn would make her feel better and then we can be together, 3 people, I don’t mind. This carries on 3 months. [BTY, Lynn wants to help her, so I never stop her from finding XD first before me.] In these 3 months, I got so hurt, Lynn started to not coming to me. I was so hurt and I thought of many consequences. I went to JC and said “If one day I leave,you must help me to look after Lynn,k.” He went to tell her. On the same day, she ignores me totally. We happened to look at each other several times and she gave me a face and looked away. After a few days this happened. Is like, recess bell rang, [I sat at the back and she sat in front], she just walked pass me without looking at me and her face is like she don’t know me and she just turn her back to walk pass me[we were standing in between the tables]. I cried, instantly. Then, she was out of the class. Mr.Heng caught that and chat with me. It’s of no use. We carried on the I-don’t-know you-activity for days. Suddenly one day, she smsed me. It was XD who asked her to do so. She told me that. Then we got back together again.
Friday, May 05, 2006
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Hui Ling 040491
really really wants 'Marrying Mozart'
Matthew 17:20 He replied, "Because you have so little faith. I tell you the truth, if you have faith as small as a mustard seed, you can say to this mountain, 'Move from here to there' and it will move. Nothing will be impossible for you."
