Happiness comes from within

Loveable-Kim Jong Kook is such a cheerful song! Haha. Love it.

Teaching is not easy, especially English. If you look at the primary school worksheets nowadays and you will understand what I mean. How ironic it is for the fact that I hated English when I was in pri sch, giving up and now, I have to teach this subject. Ohhh, spare me.

Nonetheless, I want the kids to excel in English. Maybe I should go get a pri teaching book soon.

Now I realise, it takes a lot ( and I mean both physically and emotionally) to scold children. For me to shout it will take lots of events to build up that anger which stores up and...

Friday, January 29, 2010

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less time to think

Working really takes my mind off many things. There are less things that I am troubled by now. Nonetheless, something is missing. I have been a little down because I have not been smsing my friend like how I used to. Ha. Believe me, I am down because I can't sms. What have I become?

I might work from 7am to 7pm! Wow. I will look younger I bet! Haha. This theory came about after the teachers revealed their ages. (old) Haha! Gosh they looked very young you know! Ha.

Still having a little difficulty teaching the kids... I am a bit of control freak but at thte same time, I just want to play with them like nobody business.

I am on the right track to learn how to be a mum/teacher. Great!

Labels: student care

Friday, January 22, 2010

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still

Listening to still...

Sok told me about reading the lyrics on someone's blog so I went to that blog. Then I came across the post about her birthday. The day when the girls were together, the day when Mr Cheng played the guitar and sang.

There was a post about last treatment.

Guess I need to be stronger, more. Hui Ling, MORE.

Friday, January 15, 2010

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all i want is

randomly randomly
i want to go somewhere
by myself
perhaps somewhere with awesome breathtaking scenery
do something crazy
bungee jumping above waters is scary enough
want to dress up myself like never before
dance like mad
sing like no one is there
catch a concert by suju or she
and go church and pray

if i really can and want to, i want to visit nasa
get a dog
go to maldives
pick up the guitar and play it well
drive a police car
learn cpr
play squash
run like mad
swim with tao li
dance with eunhyuk
teach chinese
rock climb

but all i want now is to teach the kids well
learn to be good
do well
reconcile
treat my parents a meal
shop with sok
sleep

Labels: random

Monday, January 11, 2010

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And I know I am weak and have not much to offer you

what if

we left our own ways, didn't we?

which I wanted to say...
I think even when it comes to friendships... the person whom you really want to be close with, there is always a distance between you two. It's a always isn't it? Then you will come to realise other people around you are better candidates who are more worthy of your care and time.

I love you.

and a letter unsent. perhaps would never be sent
from me to you.

I have to say, I don't like doing this through the net.

that day,
it was a first call to forever I thought and wanted to ask for your forgiveness
then my present for you is my love and hope you reaccept
but there is a distance perhaps effort will cover
but faith walks away from me someday
and there I guessed I made my choice, unknowingly
I still want you I dare to say
for the whole 2 years I was miserable feeling like a part is missing from me
and you are there I just need to put it back

there, faith is following behind me, I just need to slow down.
or perhaps I need to catch up with you.

shall be a new journey

Labels: us

Saturday, January 02, 2010

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