Sok came over to my house to study. I love seeing her unable to speak fluent
Hokkien.
LOL. No worries
Sok, you will learn enough by coming over enough.
Haha. I strongly believe
Sok can go mad when it comes to studying. She tried to ask my stuff toy dog, the one and only, to eat my small red pillow? The dog obviously don't want to and can't.
Sok was so upset that it rejected her. ... Oh and I am happy to see the cow again! ...
I have been slacking in doing something which makes me feel really guilty. I push the blame to the house I am living in of course. Why will I blame myself? Undeniably, I know I am at fault.
Urgg. If only I am bold enough to face the problems I calculated. Sometimes I don't really trust God huh. Isn't that sad? He puts all His heart and love to craft me and make me, but I refuse to go to Him when I have an broken arm for Him to fix it. Then I left my arm dangling, like a handicapped worker, useless.
URG.
Let's have a random talk today. I love my parents. Absolutely. Despite the fact that they commit all the worst things I can ever think of, I still love them. The first sweet my dad offered me becomes my favourite sweet. The first place he brought me to when my mum went to T
hailand alone, is the place I will love to seek peace at when I step into the working world. My mum loves cycling, so do I. They have so much impact on me, it's tough to not to love them or shut my eyes say "that's it, you are not my mum." Ha. But you know what... everyday they bicker and quarrel... I feel like just asking them to shut up, right in the face.
urgg. Nevertheless, I will just see see look look, and just listen to songs on my
ipod. You think I will pray? Probably. Then at night sobbing and thinking of stupid things to make myself laugh. Stupid things like oh well.. forget it. What a challenge can one life be.
Just now
Sok touch anything that she can have her hands on...
LOL. There was a book where I wrote
EMO things during the period nearing to my
O's. Guess I will start filling in for A's. What a trend. A boring and pitiful trend, not understanding how to savour the joy of life. To think some people always say having a baby is a gift, a great gift of life. Perhaps, I should take video of that and play it on my
tv in my future bedroom and watched it every morning. "
ARH, a baby!!! The gift of a new life!" WOW~ Enlightenment! ... Oops, I think I am too much.
urg. studies...
Perhaps like what Elsa said, wires in my brain had went haywire. For instance, when fear is triggered in me, the fear wire will send signal to laughter wire and I will laugh at ghosts.
Hahaha. One good example of that is when I dreamt of my friend, a male, becoming monster who wants to kill me and I was horrified. The reality (in the dream) turns out that my mum came home and she was more horrifying because I know she don't allow this guy to come my house. And my monster/friend become my friend again, scared of my mum too. ... Right.
Night. Off to study with my lovely brain cells. And I know I am a terrible object of concern for Him.
Sometimes words only meant something in that moment. The significance doesn't last forever. Yet, they never fail to leave a tingling feeling in the heart which I refuse to let go.
Noob.
I really wonder whether those words which you said in that second are sincere or not. I bet they are, just that, now they doesn't seem like anything...
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I went to Lynn’s house to study. Jia Qi has a sad tuition! She looked so crush walking behind her tuition teacher and she asked me to frequent her house to help her in math. -.- For someone so tom-boyish, I never know what kind of guys she like. No guys can attract her it seems until, today I found out that she pronounced Kim Bum as her boyfriend. Haha! Gosh! Oh ya! I almost forgot what Lynn has asked me to do online. Ok done.
Marriage is a scary topic. Haha. I can imagine Lynn with her guy but cannot imagine her being a mum! I will pity her child. Haha! Sok fits in a mum role pretty well, she does house chores well. =)
Yesterday went to school taking 966 at 6.35 and I could find seat! Yay. Inspiring thing happened at Seng Kang SS, great revival. Abraham shared about 4D affecting 3D = visual/thinking affects physical world. It surprises me unsurprisingly. I’ve known that like long time ago but never really understand or absorb that fact. Great, he managed to change my way of thinking now. I can’t deny I have been daydreaming for such a long period of time and that affects me terribly. When I do questions, I am always preoccupied with something…
Oh well. There is a verse about if God care about birds surely He won’t forget us… something like that right. I didn’t really think about it until recently… Stupidly… I was just wondering how molecules in conditioner works for your hair… blah blah. Haha. Then come to think of it, if God goes to the extent of looking into atoms and molecules and numbers of strands of hair or eyebrow you have, surely problems you have He will not ignore! So cool yet frightening to know that someone knows so much. Lol.
Oh oh!!! I went to watch SM and SALVO drum compete in this pretty cool drum comp at Vivocity. I finally get to watch her FULL performance! Did you always repeat that song when you are with me because some parts sound familiar...
Yay. SALVO is a group of robust youths, having fervent for chinese drums? Yupp. I was so worried that they will break the drums man!
and I skipped breakfast and lunch...
RACHEL CHAN!!!
I asked Jie to go closer to the sea with me. Jie said " You cannot drop inside." It was hilarious because both of us know we can't swim. Rachel, we talked about you again. If we drop into the waters, the person cannot call 995, s/he must call you and ask you to decide who to save first. LOL.
Yea, by the time you get there we would have drown.
Labels: He talks to me, SFC, went out
We watched 5 movies (full) in total in the 4-day camp. They were Patch Adams, Facing the Giants, Take the Lead, Stardust and Twilight. We watched the last 3 movies from last night to this morning 5plus.
The first movie highlights about Hunter Patch Adams fighting to become a doctor who is different from others and someone who seek not only to treat the disease, but the patient too. It was meaningful because it shows how society draws line between profession and life needs.
Facing the Giants is awesome! Coach Taylor, of THE loser team due to health issue couldn’t have baby, his car is the worst of all types and team members are all transferring to better ones which threaten him to lose his job. He chose to step above these things by seeking God. Slowly God showed several things in his life and blessed him with the American Football championship (schools), a new truck (gave by a rich dad of this guy whom Taylor had ‘preached’ to) and finally, 2 babies.
Take the lead was totally cool with graceful waltz and the hot salsa moves and wooo just cool! We watched the last 3 movies from last night to today 5plus am.
I decided to join ministry of fellowship after all despite the fact that I am terrible at executing plans but planning still not bad la. Worship team must carry on and be fervent towards serving through music!
Hopefully, these ministries in the school will grow, expand vastly in Spirit, in truth and in love.
I sincerely thank Celine for her role as food I/C. Those foods are wonderful!!! Thank God to put her in that position! (Food…) Rach! There were ice creams for supper! SUPERB.
Guess on my list the people to thank is pretty much…
The games were all fun thanks to the campers and 1,102 water-bombs and 5-6 pails of water! Haha. Then the finale was fantastic really thanks to the dancers. Cool! Jeremy can really dance! Shane also gave it all, he actually danced on the stage! Haha! Oh and we should start a Sam&Sam dance. Haha where one girl is smiling so brightly while another guy is dancing like frankenstein as described by someone.
Games i/c, glad to have you guys. =)Games people: Shane(ni), Elsa(sa), Ben, Mei Ting(great dance!) and Samuel (logs)
What is stopping you? (matt asked us to reflect that time, I still haven’t get my answer yet.)
Oh and I will miss throwing balls from the kindergarden room at Shane and playing balloon with Elsa. LOL. and the tigger and the mushroom and pinkflatguy. ...
Thank God. Thank you. =) off to do reflections.
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I was depressed thinking I would not meet LYNN today. ...
Sok, I bet you just flew off to Korea...
Finally, I get to see the Pharaoh of Egypt in Night at the Museum once again. He's so cute la...
when he is in his full armour.
Haha. Soeng May did I watch it with you only the previous time? That talking stone reminded me of us laughing about the "DUM DUM" thing. lol.
This movie really brings back quite a memory.
Larry releases the mummy of Pharaoh Ahkmenrah from his sarcophagus: surprisingly Akmenrah speaks English, having spent many years as an exhibit in the Egyptology Department at Cambridge University. - wiki (Haha.)
Not to forget my long-wanted pet REXY! With such a playful attitude somewhat like a dog, Rexy won't kill right. Oh boy and it's such a promising dog that doesn't require food. lol. Its all bones. =D
Filled with intense curiousity of yur current life and actually did something... then I found out where you were. How irritated I was to realise that I could have just done that instead of pressing you to answer me. so dumb. Anyway, you have great impact over the same group people and those people only have praises for you. Great.
It has been a long time since I last see you. I bet LYNN still don't want to see you. Haha!
really missed the time when I was so motivated to study that year...but oh well, let the past be the past.
except this. LOL
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