I am sick. lol
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SOK: hey thought of a song, Jap song,
the A*teens that one will be superb too. That was introduced to me by Da jie.
RAA!!! I am sick! LOL. I slept at midnight yesterday and woke up at 1222 today and I woke up because my mum was crushing me. Then I kept sneezing until me asked me to sleep at 4pm. I AM SO TIRED!
I had started on English homework already, done ¼ of her work. LOL.
I thought it through yesterday. I may love someone a lot but I won’t talk to that person. I will do things behind his or her back. It’s not easy for me to tell someone verbally that I love that person. In fact, if you asked, I only told my history teacher in sec2, 3 times, she got shy. I really meant it. I never tell LYNN, DIDI, the 6 of us. No, I did tell RX, which was kind of late. When I love someone, I don’t want that person to know, and want that person to know too. Mixed-desires. When I care about somebody, I don’t let that person know. Are all these considered as selfish? I just prefer to work background. Though often I will get hurt when the person did something which I disagree, which I never tell them. Hmmm. I am hurting myself isn’t it? I love pain. HAHA! Ya right.
I told someone that to cry when she wants to; I told her I never console people when they cry. The reason behind is, they ought to. If they want to, then let it flow. But, after that, they have to stand up. That is a principle I follows. Perhaps many agree with me, but never do, but I know I do... or at least did.
Come to think of it, actually, I like to do things to show the people I love that I hate them. I like to, but don’t do that often.
~only when you love, then you will cry~
