Days aren't passing well.

Let me behave as a 10 yr old kid ya?
so... try not to read on this time la. haha!
I was really disappointed but oh well, when things aren't yours, then they aren't, why get down because of that?

Maybe He didn't want me to get involved which I wanted so much.
Maybe I didn't prove to be capable.

The efforts I put in didn't seem to be recgonised, or perhaps, my efforts are nothing.

Distant. I feel so far away from you and you. I wonder if you realise or maybe it's just part of my immature or insecure thoughts.

What I am very sure is, you never give me as much as you use to give, and I wonder and was frustrated why God give me this overwhleming love to continue to love you.

God can be a jealous God, what else do you expect from me?
no, maybe from here onwards, don't read. =]
You shouted at me because I couldn't catch what you said. You flare up because you think I am behaving like a retard. You scold me for going out despite having flu and caused myself to have flu at night. but I was crying.
You were angry that I hid away from pain. You were annoyed each time I pull back. but it's natural for someone to stop himself from getting hurt isn't it?
I know you were angry because you were pissed with yourself for not being able to take me away from pain. I know you didn't feel better either. but hey, don't you see every action every breathe you take, impacts me as much?
I may appear cold, in fact I am cold but deep inside, scorching, burning.
You never believe that I love you. You never realise, your daughter had followed your footsteps. Such good actress I am. The stars awards should go to me.

By the way, I am sorry that cham you broke your specs.