TO SOK: I AM SORRY THAT I CAN'T CHAT WITH YOU YTD. =] OK. I am now taking a break after 4 days of Physics. LOL. RAA.
Media is replaying the national parade. Sheesh. I am so jealous of the people who got the chance to march for the Singapore's Birthday lah. I don't have any chance anymore. Unless, I become the Mdm. LOL. Haix.
Anyway, that isn't the reason for me to decide to blog. Haha. Today is 12 Aug, last year, this day would be my 2nd last day of national camp. DELTA ROCKS! I realised that when I saw the N campers' contacts in my phone. I didm't contact them this year but I saw one of them thrice already. Haix. I kinda miss them and the crappy and lame jokes we shared. Haha. I miss the dragon boat competition and the canoing. [Even though I was so sui to be caught in the big wind with the NP guy from other school with his NP friends who were so exicited about the big wind and the big waves. I almost cried lah can? I am afraid of water mas.] Whatever.
I just open something, unfold and saw something. The evil thing is I don't feel anything. Not even guilt. It's all a lie from me, I have been dying to tell that person. It's a lie. Damn it that I don't feel anything but I am doing the right thing, following what my heart want. I don't want us to end up in regrets. I am selfish? Go ahead, say that again. I am. I don't deny that. I can't let you go on. Damn the time now is so crucial, I can't make a step forward, forget about backwards, I don't step backwards.
I was online yesterday at 2.34am! Haha. I can't find the person I want to find though. Hahax. What luck.
I TELL YOU AR. I WAS VERY VERY ANGRY WITH THAT GUARD. I WAS INFURIATED BY HIM for THE WHOLE DAY STARTING FROM 1.30PM! RAA. SM and I went to JRL again yesterday. I ate something. The guard walked towards me and SAID "You are not allowed to bring food here and eat. If I see you eating again, I will send you out of the library. Do you understand?" He SPOKE a lot then I just keep replying ok. I WAS CURSING HIM ALL THE WAY UNTIL I AM OUT OF THE LIBRARY. Come on lah, there is 2 vending machines in this level, one selling snacks and another sells drinks. Then what's wrong? If he mean outside food then I understand but he doens't sound like that lor. My arteris almost burst wondering why I didn't rebuke. RAA. But I didn't want because right beside us were 5 secondary students. I don't want to get any further attention and whisperings from them. [cos they kept looking at me and sm for God knows what reason.] Forget it. Forget it.
Sunday, August 12, 2007
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Matthew 17:20 He replied, "Because you have so little faith. I tell you the truth, if you have faith as small as a mustard seed, you can say to this mountain, 'Move from here to there' and it will move. Nothing will be impossible for you."
