Haha, I don't know if my view matters or not but hey...
don't feel bad. If things are meant to be so and you found your passion and happy with your ways, go with it. I wouldn't want you to come down getting upset and you know...
yupp. but do come down when you can cos', having you around, is like having another sister, another family member, another... hmm, support? Ha.
It's feels great though I will always get suan-ned by you. l-o-l
Take care!