hihi i am back...so lonely these few days...no need to go to sch that means that i cannot c him....i realli want him to noe yet i dont...still all the contridicting stuff comes in wat if he... wat if he...all the wat if starts to come in i realli dont understand where is the problem..where does it lies? is it wif mi or is it u? well i am trying my best ....ct advice mi to tell sean then he will then tell him and ask mi c the reaction? should i do that or should i just wait and c??? i dont realli noe wat he will do after noeing so how well the best is to wait, no gain no loss just waiting and looking...it wont hurt mi...wondering how i will survive the june holidays wifout sch.....lol just wondering...maybe then...i can c if my feeling r still there...lol...to be continued..