Cool huh?
lalala
Ok. I almost type PRELIM 2 IS OVER!
there's phyP1 next monday...
Madness. I am tired. Who aren't? No papers in this week was good. Not even maths with the silent killer's paper. LOL. Her paper is always tough and suffocating. Had chemistry paper just now. It was tough too. It was so tense, every question I faced was making me stressed. The paper one wasn't anyway better. I don't think I deserve a break... Hai.
Ch gave me chicken essence to drink. Then I realised actually, DD, LYNN, and SOK drank that everyday! MY GOSH! LOL. I could not take the taste and LYNN called me a loser. *herh* LOL.She wanted me to drink that at one go. But that was good, it really gave me energy to survive mathsP2 by silent killer and Pure hist. Oh ya, in chinese that is called JI JING right? At
my first drink, Ch said that was chicken sperm. WHATEVER! lol.
I am so tired.
Oh ya. Haha. The night [1am-2am] when I was studying Phy, I listened to that Magicians of Love drama songs. LOL. I kept smiling to myself. DUMB. LOL. The songs were nice, as in they
bring me a sense of xinfu. haha.
DIDI. Pink's bear ribbon almost come on. hee. I will fix it so don't worry! haha.
LYNN. That pushy, or seal is greyish and WADDLES! is haha.. I kept squeezing it. It had lost weight. LOL.
Tired.
Actually, why am I so kind ar? LOL. I can't treat anyone as cruel as I want to you know. I know my words can be really harsh if I want to but I don't I do that to them? Why am I so kind? Why am I worried if they will be hurt by what I said?
Why will you hate someone? Because s/he annoys you? Because s/he acts in the way that you call disgusting? Because s/he hurts you? [personally, I think, when you hate somebody who hurt you, that means this person meant a lot to you, and you actually still is, loving this person] Why can't we don't hate them but try to understand better? See what they really are?
I remembered my pastor told us before that no matter how nasty this person is, how horrible how attiutde this person is, he will always be more than willing to help that person until he can't. I agreed with him totally. Many will disagree to what he said. How can I possibly go care for someone who is my enemy? Try, if really you can't, it's okay, but don't hate. You will be the one who is suffering.
*sighs* Actually, I put down one luggage, I am having another carried around with me everywhere I am in school.
I told somebody that it is inevitable for a female and male to be good friends without some feelings involved but if this pair become best friends and tried to step into relationship, they would seperate. Come to think of it, it's their choice whether they want to be friends or lovers. It takes two hands to clap.
One more thing. I think that even if 2 people are really compatible at first, they might be unable to love each other as much as they want to. But if they love each other, they will be compatible.
Still remember that we discussed about mo qi? lol. hey, i really feel like having us discussing these topics. lol.
Oh and. lately I hope my words are not horrible. About I am not rich. lol. Mind me.
and hey. whatever I write, I am not trying to tell specific ppl. Just random thoughts.
