argh.

Let's start with crazy stuffs first shall we?

' helped to do the deco stuffs for the upcoming street market in SA which is only opened for SAJC students. It was so fun! Haha! Li Ming surprised his group with the poster. That's great!

haha!

That's not the point.

Rach drew the letters of the name chocolatti for the store and her letters were big la. (oh before
that, I am, dann dou shi da jie de cuo!) Nonetheles, I found them cute. daJIE was like was is it so fat...

blah thought you like thin stuff *another sentence which makes me want to kill him*

walau!!! lols! Haha, shall tell Ee about that tomorrow.

QIAN BIAN AR!

so I rebuked that daJIE is thin too.

After which, I tried to come up with examples to show that I like fat things. LOL.

And I talked about my scandal. I am sorry! My very super nice classmate! Sorry!

Both Rach and I tried went fat is good what blah blah

We kept laughing and I was like fat then can see ma... thin on the paper so weird!

While I was trying to draw a banana on the tag, I was not satisfied by something.. I exclaimed
EEE!!! Why so thin?

Rach and I began to laugh again. Haha.

lols. daJIE was supposed to draw the muscular, or rather, chest muscles with 6 pacs(whatever you spell it) on the cardboard. He did and claimed that it was so well done. DOTS.

Rhon decided to help him to draw another one. It was so painful watching her draw. You know why? cus I laughed and strained my stomach muscle. Dots. She couldn't draw as well as daJIE because she couldn't picture how it looked like. daJIE was like you never see before meh I thought you all will blah

girls don't have ma how to picture

blah blah

Shucks, I forgot the really laughter trigger. Dann.

OH YA! another one... Rhon drew some letters and daJIE asked why your 'S' blah?

AND I WAS SO SHOCKED!

It took me 5 seconds to realise something and I giggled.. lol! Then I told them. HAHA! My gosh!

I am so corrupted! must be HIPPO's and blah's fault! Haah!

What else? Oh ya, daJIE was about to leave to change for mentoring. I went to his area and wanted to keep the markers for him to bring back. I said something and Rach thought I was going to change with him. I was like bewilded and went what?! why would I change with daJIE?!
lols. turns out that I am corrupted.blush* Haha. She meant she thought I was going to change clothes too. dann! haha.

Doing the things turn out to be very fun! And it was my first time seeing guys colouring when daJIE, kel and jeff did. YAY!

lols.
so fun.

Oh my gosh THANK YOU YQ for BoA's disc!
YOU FUFILLED one of my desires la! haha, the lalala, love song. WOO!! Haaha!

right oh and KELVIN. ni gei wo ji zu. lols

oh ya, chem was ok. I mean, I didn't do exactly well, but the results was so much better than my term 1 marks and that is an encouragement.

OH YA! daJIE. as in you know he was so proud of his that drawing... Haha, a bird flew and stopped around one of his muscular-drawings. and Rach was like waa, your drawing attract the bird ar...

And Rhon was like maybe it's a female...

lol! That must have boosted daJIE. Haha...

it went off, after long, another bird came. LOL!!!

right. next come the emo stuffs.

I CRIED. lol.
I went to SFC ministry and well, it killed me I cried. LOL.
ok... not my first time crying in SFC, what a crybaby. tough times.
I begin to regret earlier than someone, you know who you are, but regret is not the word you will use. Yupp, anyway, maybe... not regret, but find myself stupid, stupid with satisfaction though.
Despite knowing I have strong PO, I still picked SFC and without hestitant carry on with follow-up. He really works in me huh but there are so many troubles and obstacles! Of course, the most demanding one is from no where else but home. I just can't pluck the courage.
God started my day with Ish verse that says forget about the fomer, don't dwell in the past
after which during morning assembly Luke?:? no one can worship 2 Gods...
Do we serve God or ourselves?
Then in ministry it was about we walking in His way and we can always take Him as our refuge.
There are many things I may have done if I am not so religious, right? ya.
I would have used a lot more vulgars, I would have let myself behave more crazy with someone, I would not have to wake up so early and make it a must to go for worship every morning despite the time can be used to finish my homework. I would have... done something which I did years ago.
to set apart, I don't find it easy at all. Not at all!
Everything brings me back to why did I pick this road?
silly me who loves to bring troubles. maybe like what the girls say, I am hands of destruction, on the serious mode, I am destructing my life.
Ha! And I thought of GB aim! wait, is it aim!? something about.. shucks. can give back my brigader badge le. Haha,
I still don't fathom something. Mr Yit shared about his history and he said he claimed before he would never be a christian, somehow, God reacts very strongly to that.
WHICH I AGREE! Haha. Though that happened in sec1...
haha, you know what? I said that and I encouraged RX to take the step. I went to cell groups with her and etc... why did I do that?!
I wonder, how did she tell her parents that time...
haha, can't ask. tsk. sighs. Haha...
everyday I wish to see someone smile, but I want to make that person sad. evil huh? lols.
it's not like I want to emo so much la. Everyone has their sad times and good times, just that I have more difficult times cannot meh?! lols and I am willing to expose them, cannot meh?! lols!
except for the most painful ones close to the heart at home
Ha.
DANN happy for another thing is that I having been calling choc as chocolatti since sec2, should be.. and it's now our store name! freaking happy la!
maybe lit will be known as litchichi soon. haha!
shall smack my bear another kiss later. haha. random! my mum hang it again!!! sheesh. my kelian the pink bear.
time to give a goodbye kiss to the heavy luggage. (lol that video)
oh ya, GP lesson was... WHOOSH! exciting! ha.

have goodnights ahead xixi. =)

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