I wonder if I will be obsessed with my kid like how my mum does. How I wish I have a kid now! Then, I can try out what my plans with my kid and evaluate what to do next. I really wish to be a good mother and a friend to my kid. S/he doesn't has to share everything with me and I don't want him/her to be the perfect child. I want him/her to be someone responsible and confident in his/her life. I want to give birth to someone who will mean something to another, who will impact another person's life, who will be a good parent to his/her own kid and contribute to the society. It's okay if s/he makes mistakes, I just hope lessons will be learnt. I have so much plans for my kid. Can you imagine how God plans His? Interesting, so many work to do.
I met SM again! Haha and I went to her house afterwards. Her house is pretty homely and I always want to sleep at her house la. ... While I was waiting for train A to come and sat at the station watching the dark sky. I was reminded of how I waited for her in the morning to go school together on the other platform. Hmmm.
Tampiness Mall is closer to Rhonda than to me, ironically, I had to travel there to get her present. Meanwhile, I bought a jacket and a pencil. This pencil cost me $4.65. The price tag is removed. I got it for my dad. It was the one which my dad had in the past. I was young and that pencil looked as though it works better so I 'stole' it from my dad and eventually spoilt it. Heh. I got it for him now! Sometimes, I wonder if this is how I express my gratitude and love, so insignificantly.
Possessed. I had consultation with Mr Chin for GP on Wednesday. During the consultation with Mr Chin, I asked him if the word 'moral' is neutral and he said yes. Oh, before that, Kel had one with Mr Toh. I sat beside Mr Toh and I strongly believe he is dying for me to ask him questions. ... Yesterday the scene kinda reenact itself. First, Mr Toh sat on my right instead and he wanted me to try out questions right on the spot. THEN, May Ee appeared! Haha, she sat between us and tried to solve the question for me. Ha and Mr Toh look frustrated because he was dying to see if I ever understand what he taught but ... Ya. IT'S ONLY A DREAM OKAY? Ya. Following that scene was a scene of me in my room, on my bed, staring at the window. A robot was there and so was a weird character. The weird character told me that the robot was evil. I was terrified. Yet, I made a move towards the robot and put it in the light. It shone! Ha, when I put it in somewhere dark, it was dark. Therefore, I said it was amoral such that it changes itself at different circumstance. However when the weird character held the robot, no matter where he goes, the robot was dark. Thus, the character was the mean one. Ta-da! I woke up looking at my window, speechless.
I went to Lynn’s house to study. Jia Qi has a sad tuition! She looked so crush walking behind her tuition teacher and she asked me to frequent her house to help her in math. -.- For someone so tom-boyish, I never know what kind of guys she like. No guys can attract her it seems until, today I found out that she pronounced Kim Bum as her boyfriend. Haha! Gosh! Oh ya! I almost forgot what Lynn has asked me to do online. Ok done.
Marriage is a scary topic. Haha. I can imagine Lynn with her guy but cannot imagine her being a mum! I will pity her child. Haha! Sok fits in a mum role pretty well, she does house chores well. =)
Yesterday went to school taking 966 at 6.35 and I could find seat! Yay. Inspiring thing happened at Seng Kang SS, great revival. Abraham shared about 4D affecting 3D = visual/thinking affects physical world. It surprises me unsurprisingly. I’ve known that like long time ago but never really understand or absorb that fact. Great, he managed to change my way of thinking now. I can’t deny I have been daydreaming for such a long period of time and that affects me terribly. When I do questions, I am always preoccupied with something…
Oh well. There is a verse about if God care about birds surely He won’t forget us… something like that right. I didn’t really think about it until recently… Stupidly… I was just wondering how molecules in conditioner works for your hair… blah blah. Haha. Then come to think of it, if God goes to the extent of looking into atoms and molecules and numbers of strands of hair or eyebrow you have, surely problems you have He will not ignore! So cool yet frightening to know that someone knows so much. Lol.
Oh oh!!! I went to watch SM and SALVO drum compete in this pretty cool drum comp at Vivocity. I finally get to watch her FULL performance! Did you always repeat that song when you are with me because some parts sound familiar... Yay. SALVO is a group of robust youths, having fervent for chinese drums? Yupp. I was so worried that they will break the drums man!
and I skipped breakfast and lunch...
RACHEL CHAN!!! I asked Jie to go closer to the sea with me. Jie said " You cannot drop inside." It was hilarious because both of us know we can't swim. Rachel, we talked about you again. If we drop into the waters, the person cannot call 995, s/he must call you and ask you to decide who to save first. LOL.
Yea, by the time you get there we would have drown.
I was depressed thinking I would not meet LYNN today. ... Sok, I bet you just flew off to Korea... Finally, I get to see the Pharaoh of Egypt in Night at the Museum once again. He's so cute la...
when he is in his full armour.
Haha. Soeng May did I watch it with you only the previous time? That talking stone reminded me of us laughing about the "DUM DUM" thing. lol.
This movie really brings back quite a memory.
Larry releases the mummy of Pharaoh Ahkmenrah from his sarcophagus: surprisingly Akmenrah speaks English, having spent many years as an exhibit in the Egyptology Department at Cambridge University.- wiki (Haha.)
Not to forget my long-wanted pet REXY! With such a playful attitude somewhat like a dog, Rexy won't kill right. Oh boy and it's such a promising dog that doesn't require food. lol. Its all bones. =D
Filled with intense curiousity of yur current life and actually did something... then I found out where you were. How irritated I was to realise that I could have just done that instead of pressing you to answer me. so dumb. Anyway, you have great impact over the same group people and those people only have praises for you. Great.
It has been a long time since I last see you. I bet LYNN still don't want to see you. Haha!
really missed the time when I was so motivated to study that year...but oh well, let the past be the past.
Went to LYNN's house like twice?! Makes me feel like sleeping over at her house at my own risk. lol
On Labour's Day when I really felt like staying home, I spent so much at NYNY with LYNN, Darryl and Da. It's impossible not to meet them cus I really want to see the guys.
Da showed his redhill. ha.
Feel like going to SM's house... pretty much actually.
OK. I need to blog very fast. ARH! Papa Lord, you made me day! Gosh. 8 people -Me, Rach, YQ, Rhon, Jie Jie, Josh, Teddy and Jeremy went to Sentosa today! Ok. We met at Habour Front MRT station where Rhon was browsing through the magazines ( there was a sign over there that said not supposed to browse) at CHEERS for like 15 over minutes with us standing there looking at her. She didn't even realise we were there la. While waiting for Teddy, 7 of us went to the shop opened by National Geographic. Jie Jie was so cute! LOL.(gosh I sound bimbotic) There were several pictures on display and he told me he was totally grossed out by one of them. I took a look and there, it was a picture of frozen fishes aligned on the icy ground. They looked as though they were standing on their noses. Hahaha. Oh not to forget there was a cool room that you have to pay $1 to go in to be blown by strong gushes of wind and look at how your body temperature drops by some devices. Oh well. We had lunch at Superdog and that's where I realised Pudge was so sad. Haha, ok, I am nuts. =D After a long long walk at Sentosa, we got to the area where people played vollyballs at. We used Rach's beachball - those you had to blow, to play beachball! It was so lame! Haha. There was no sun but breezes that caused us to lose control of the beachball, not to mention playing volleyball became a game of playing against the air. =.= Josh wore shoes and jeans ok. (how can Rach write so little ar? Haha) Then Ben (a waiting for Poly 22 yr buff guy) lend us his volleyball! WA, all our hands were reddish alright... so painful and we looked at Ben hitting is like him hitting a pingpong ball or sth. Dona dived into sands, Josh couldn't resist the temptation to kick the ball, Rhon's shot always missed Dona and Josh by few cm.... Haha hilarious. After resting we took this tram(where I was enjoying the icecream Jie treated me!) and travelled to Palawan beach where cameras took the limelight. We took pictures at every stair, every 'special' scenery like trees? Hmm. Haha. Look at Rach's blog. Go go. I upload next time when all is due. Haha. I love the 1-8 shots the best! =D Oh ya, we played cards too! That's where RHon took out her anto-mosquito patch that stinks and where she began to apply sun block (at 5-6pm!?) because she realised her cheeks are reddened already. (bad news for her) She exclaimed that the UV rays only went to her. =.= Best trip back ever! Ha, Thanks to her, we took free cable car ride from Sen to Mt Fable and back to Harbour! WOOO!!!! Damn cool! While camwhoring... in the cable car.. the guys called because... girls sat at one side and the cable car tilted. HAHA! Finally, we end by taking a picture in the lift that we hack whether we were still staying at the same level or not, picture more VITAL! WOOOOOO! LOVE IT!
After Physics paper, the girls, excluding Miss Su Anne again, went to Kampong Glam with Jie Jie and Cham! OOO! Firstly, we went to Bugis and we saw small pond with huge koi fishes. That's random... Dona hates fishes so we pushed him closer towards the pond. There were stones around and his eyes went huge when he saw the fishes and said "Those fishes are damn big la! I want to take the stones and kill them man!" Gosh.
Next, we walked across so many streets under the scorching sun not knowing where we were heading to. Then we found a shop that sell bears! Bears as bigger than real bears, imagine that. Ha. Jie Jie decided to buy a bear/couple bear for his friend and his GF. Guess what, he first choosed a pair -duck+gorilla. Haha! Damn hilarious.
Then we sat down at this malay store and had lunch. urg. You should look at how Rhon had her lunch! She ordered Mee Goreng and because she didn't want to eat egg yolk, chilli etc, she removed them and put on 2 layers of tissues. She could have placed it at one side of her plate or something la. To make things worse, when the uncle wanted to collect back the plates, Rhon wanted to put the tissue in the plates and she dropped the eggy yolk which she had to pick up using her finger. TOOT. Oh right... I think I messed up the sequence... oops. Hehs.
ARH we saw this guide with a group of kiddos and Rach wanted to follow them so much.. We also went to the heritage centre... urg. What else. (ARH SHIT> I watch this show and I feel like killing a woman ok.)(ha what crap song. girls need attention and guys need us. SO DUMB. ok)
Oh we went back to Bugis Junction and window shop. Oh we went to this HongKong restrauant and had cold breverages. DAMN NICE!
(mine,Rhon,YQ had this coffee+icecream!) (dunno what's ith mayee haha)
RIght, I forgot to mention, I had Great Fun to play with Jie Jie's bear... carrying it like a baby... shaking it like... it just drove Jie Jie crazy. Oh and he shouted at me when i dropeed the bear! (arh Josh asked Addie to marry her! DAMN COOL. ok they are onlu like 16? He is dead serious somemore. OK. nvm.) (oh my gosh... it was so sad for Jessie to go back to her memory to realise that she could hear her mom's heartbeat slowing down to death... but she never know, she went home and thought her mum left her. turns out that she was in another room dying) (the precious bear!) (was hugging it like a baby)
WS forgot binomial... so I went to CCK and helped. Gosh, I bet with you a thousand dollars that SM would say "WHAT THE ____" if she came to study with us today. Maths drove the 2 juniors mad, and they drove me crazy. Until...
Me upon seeing one big careless mistake:(whisper and scream) MANDY LEONG!!! I AM GOING TO KILL YOU!
Ha, Mandy's surname is not that la. OOPS. haha.
Then I realised all 3 of us cannot do without pink. Evidence...
WOO~ Pink. LOL. My gosh, even I felt sick, how worse can SM feel?
I forgot about something that happened on Thurs when I had KFC with the girls(excluding my wife).
Su and Rach pulled each side of the door and no one walk in. It just happened that I was walking towards the open space and before I walked in while both of them were still holding onto the doors, I acted as though I was a queen and thanked them. Haha! I was the first to get to the table so I asked if anyone would be pulling out a seat for me and they rejected!
That's not all. Sok called me and my phone had no more credits. Initially being kind hearted, Rach used her phone to call her.
Rach: Hello is this Sok Ting? Blah Blah.
Then she passed her phone to me and Sok thought I was with LYNN.
Next, LYNN called. Rach, once again used her phone and called LYNN.
Rach: Hello is this LYNN? Blah Blah.
I took the phone then... LYNN DIDN'T BELIEVE I AM HUI LING! Gosh.
She kept denying the fact that I was, until I had to said when was her birthday and her home phone number but I forgot all those were not enough. =.=
Fine. While I was the phone trying to convince LYNN I am not lying, Su and Rach went through my call list and found May May that name and used Su's phone to call her!
WAA!
Su: Hello is this May May? I am May Ee. Are you May ee's sister?
I was hysterical la and to think May actually answered she was mayee's sis. Gosh and when I took the phone May didn't believe me!!! I had to convince her by telling her about 'wallet' incident. Boy! How tiring!
Ha, but from that call I found out that May has a brother but not by the name Mayee. lol.
Seriously, sometimes, don't put this 2 girls together, they are terrifying fireworks. lol.
Thank God for this little things that make me smile.
Today I stepped into this shop which sells Christian products and I was marvelled by the books. Eve, I introduced my friend the book you got for me, and she is reading it for the second time. so cool. Sok wants to get another one for my BD. I can't wait!
I am finishing the book I using for QT and had been searching for another book. One cost $8, I like it but didn't buy it. Another cost $5 plus, I didn't buy it. I bought the one which cost me $21 at the shop today.
At the cover page it says:
God grant me the SERENITY to accept the thing I cannot change, the COURAGE to change the things I can and the WISDOM to know the difference.
I didn't like the colour of the book but the words represent my cry each day.
I bought another book which shares about God's grace. Oh ha, I told Sok I wish to have a pastor at my house so that I can hear from him everyday.
Come to think of it, might as well wish for more. =P k. I am just not feeling well.. knowing that I'd made quite a few mistakes... which are not going to make me dwell in guilt.
Anyway, I went out with Sok again! LOL. I think I might meet her next week too
Busy week... I have 4 people turning 18 this coming week, including one animal also my 'sis'. LOL.
Thinking of getting assessment book and I need model essays to read. -living on a borrowed time-
I like my valentine's gift, thanks peep.
oh and.. I am sorry or rather... james I don't deserve the gift you gave me and Sok. You should pass it to May. lol. I am feeling so bad now. my gosh. ok nvm...
You don't often get to choose the people that come into your life, but sometimes you get awefully lucky. I cannot make you believe that you are special because I want it so but it isn't so. Dear friend, you carry more significance, really; I want it to be so. No reason why, you can't explain life don't you? I shall take time to know you better.
I wrote a rubbish essay today. I was unhappy with a friend today, no, 2. I gave attitude to someone whom I respect.
Well, I love Newton's third law.
I met Sok Ting. We had hazelnut and peace ice-cream. (forget about the loud auntie) Sok Ting's red balloon has same name as me. (and when it deflates, it's when I die. lol) May appeared in CJC uniform! How amazing! We watched her come in to KSS and leave KSS to wear a JC uniform! Wow. Sok helped me to save money on candles. Oh and I bought this super expensive thing and I had lucky draw. Sok helped me to pick the card and I GOT A FREE GIFT (of the same thing as I bought!) As though that doesn't make me high enough, another lady spent a lot too, and her lucky draw.... she got coupons and .... SHE GAVE THEM TO ME!!!! SO SWEET!!!!!! We tried to take picture against the unattractive walls a CCKMRT station, the effects was hilarious. Sok's red balloon covered Andy Lau's face. The process was damn funny la. There were so many passersby and each time Sok and I looked at the camera, we saw May roll her eyes left and right checking if anyone is walking 'into' the picture. OH and forget about GP, I got A for econs.
That's all I have to say. Probably thank God for Marcus, even though his lesson was for children, it was a reminder to us too. Helped me a lot.
COOL. Guess what, I can rotate my ankle more then 30degrees le. LOL. whatever.
I went to Teddy's house with Ray+Dona. It was a Ray's love-day. Haha. Eric is his gay husband while Dona is his Darling. =.= See? Purple is Dona and Black is Ray They sat like that for like 12mintues? urggg. Oh the tweety was damn fun! Haha. Big head.
There was a huge fish tank in Eric's house with 30 over fishes inside. I jumped on the chance to touch the fishes. On the other hand, Jie was so freaked out by aquatic life! He ordered me not to touch him after I touched the fishes and asked me to wash my hands with detergent. LOL to think Eric told me to wipe off with tissue will be okay. Haha!
Jie Jie's bag is very intersting each time he goes out. He actually brought GC you know. Haha!
Ok spare him, he did his homework before meeting us.
Anyway, Teddy has so much space in his house that I would love rolling and jumping around in his house. Haha!
Lame la.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY RACHEL CHAN AND DONA!!
Today is the most unforgettable birthday I ever celebrated for my classmates.
1: It's girls' birthday.
2: I forgot to buy cake because Dona has always been the one to do that! Rhon and I went to get at pop cafe. Waa, recession actually lead to a shrink in size of the brownie and the ice-cream! Rhonda was so pro la, she tried to poke the candles onto the ice-cream, yea and caused the ball of ice-cream to spilt. Haha! I don't know how she balance one lor, she actually dropped the ice-cream. okok, on the plate.
Arh and this.. We went to the back of canteen to borrow lighter but an uncle helped us to light and expect us to bring this lighted candle back without the lighter. Rhon was so careful in bringing it back until Ian said "Blow wind Blow!" the fire went off.
We had to go back again and managed to get a lighter. Like finally? Haha.
I don't what to say about GB le. Actually after hearing what they have to say, I re-think about how I will actually handle GB work in school if I ever become one teacher in school and want to be IC of GB.
Maybe environmental engineering is better. who knows?
I promise myself that whenever I see somebody 'lame' on public transport, I will offer my seat for that person.
These few days thanks to my friends, I was pretty safe on the bus and train. Just now, however when I was alone after Sok and I parted, it was terrible. I was slow to get onto the LRT and every seat was occupied; I had to stand. A woman was looking at me the whole trip. At the steep turn to Bukit Panjang LRT station, my ankle hurts and I almost screamed and cried. I was biting my lips so badly. The woman closest to me on a seat finally alighted and when I was about to sit, a boy wanted to snatch my seat, but I was faster. How inconsiderate!?
I still remembered the other time Pig was walking me to this lift, quite slowly- incident. Before us was a primary school boy and a man playing PSP. They got into the lift and I asked Pig to walk faster, thinking that the boy would wait. Typically, I reached the lift button to see the lift door shut before my eyes.
To think that I always wait for people when I am in the lift, to think that I try my best to give up my seat... Feels retarded. I've been trying to be nice knowing the society is not that nice, but I think it was good effort from me. Now I feel retarded.
People who gets injured definitely deserved to pay high hospital fees, to learn a lesson of importance of being considerate.
Just angry, just upset, because I allow myself to get more injured for the sake of satisfying others' needs and wants.
What's the use of putting others first?
Just angry. I will not turn my face away from the lame.
I was at the Costa Sands (Pasir Ris) Chalet for the last 2 days. On Friday, there were Luqman with his about shoulder length twisties hair, Hong Da,Darryl, Alvin with not much noticable changes, Jared who is already 18, LYNN, Klara, Ameera and me.
When I reached there it was like 8 something and we went to have dinner at BK. Friday night was crazy man. They bought drinks containing very minimal of alcohol and a bottle of casberg.
They started off playing drinking version of snake and ladder then another drinking card games. The card games were so wild! They had this particular card telling the players what they had to do if they rolled a particular number. The last player to obey the instruction has to pay a penalty which can get dramatic+hilarious.
Alvin had to kiss Jared for 10 seconds, Jared had to kiss LYNN for 10 seconds too. WALAU, she screamed as thought she was raped or something ok. Damn sharp, high pitched. Urggg. She could have slapped Jared. Hahah.
Darryl is the evil king. Alvin had to do as Darryl instruct him for 60 seconds so Darryl got him to do obsence things!!! YUCK! LOL! I just can't believe them, ranging from taking out clothes to really obsence things. Thankfully I wasn't in the game.
Klara was so unfortunate can? Once she joined the game she had to wear an underwear on her head. As much as it felt disgusting, though it's new male disposable one, it was hilarious when I saw the thing on her head. What else? Hong Da had to eat crackers which was on Jared's lap. Ameera had to kiss Darryl for 10 seconds. Alvin had to go out of the chalet and take off his pants. Ultimate crazy! Yes, I disapprove of such games because in a way I thought I should behave but that doesn't mean I don't enjoy myself there.
After emptying 6 bottles of drinks, (walau did I mention they brought milk for me because I refuse to drink? LOL! My favourites one somemore!) they returned to X Box and card games. Rubbish music man! LOL. All rock and actually, they were nice if the player hit the buttons right on spot but well, when they missed your ears suffer. crap.
Darryl brought Klara, LYNN and I to this shopping mall at 3plus am. Somehow the shopping mall provided very comfotable seats which drew us to our lalalands. Upon being seen by some indian workers, we left and went back to the chalet. It was 6.30am when Jared's phone vibrated. Darryl asked him to wake up, he asked for another 10 mintues. Wow, his 10 mintues was my 30mintues la! And because of him there was no space so I had to sleep outside. Haha, not really because of him only la. =P Alvin slept in the cupboard!
It's only BBQ which we 'became' class rather then group. I AM SO SO ELATED TO SEE ATIQAH!!! We hugged until I almost fall on her and the second hug she almost fell on me! HAHA! COOL! ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
A pang of helplessness hit me whenever I think about our company. I am not those who takes the lead and move everyone, I belonged to the cheap labour group. Whenever we face a problem I will look to and wait for the leaders' instructions and ideas, knowing there is hope somewhere. This time, however, I've got very misleading signs that are telling me, I can't salvage anything. It just suck when you are passionate for this company but knowing that you are now an useless instrument. Is it because we are acting on our own instincts very often that now, our instinct is negative resulting in controlling and holding us back from what we can do and achieve?
I certainly believe that the God placed us in the authority positions so that we can be good stewards and help others. What do you think? you whom every action affects the company, you whom behavious affect the way the girls feel.
I feel like pushing all the blame but I know I was in the fault too. I just want to know, what are you thinking of now.
When someone has a burning desire in him, you can sense and see by how the person turn or move his muscle. I don't see that from you yet.
Damn it, you know this guy kinda irritated me. Reason: He made me feel search wiki, nasa and so on websites about nebulas, galaxies.
Terrible! Haha. He actually inspired me to go USA one day, step into NASA, ask for a job without pay for a month or two. If they reject my resume, I just have to fight on, at least, try.
You think I will do it? Maybe, when I get older.
What a surprise we had when we stepped into this room where Rachel's church event will be carried out, the decorations were grand! Dim lights, christmas trees, red carpet, a little gold here and there and people were dressed in formal clothes.
Youths. Wow. The event started out with icebreakers which Jie and Ah-ee played the first one. Haha. Something about using props creatively. Another games was to get someone to guess the who is in the picture behind him.
I like the awards ceremony best. First, there was a short video about Christ, second the mc for the ceremony had a very mc voice. lol. Rach's church was very creative to use awards ceremony to share about Birth of Christ! One of the awards was given to King Herod for being the most evil, inhuman whatever. COol.
No, that wasn't exactly the best. The ultimate best, was the Indescribable video. above
Gobsmacked. This guy managed to send across the message of how small we are very well. Most importantly, the size of God is beyond imagination! What the... He showed us a lot of pictures that people calls them God's eyes. All are impossibly breath-taking, but one was insanely...
In the core of Whirpool galaxy which is 23 million light-years away is
A 'X' maybe, yea but I choose to believe other way. Look at the length and breadth la.
That was... I don't know what else is there to say. Watch the video alright.
RACHEL, THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THE INVITATION!!! Accept my heartfelt thanks.
No offense in comparing churchs ok. I think I like Rach's church the best! Of course not the 1hr15min trip haha. I just don't feel awkward there, probably because seeing how Rach this cell leader is still so Rachel in her church. Haha she screamed! at everyone who exclaimed about her wearing dress. HAHA!
It was really nice. God must have done something. I almost wanted to sms Rach and tell her I don't want to go. Nonetheless, I went, and everything makes me feel comfortable. That's the thing. Haha.
OH YQ! You didn't go! Your friend went la! Alpha! Haha. I was so shocked to see her there.
HAPPY 81th BIRTHDAY KELVIN YAP WEI QUAN THE KFC COLONEL LOOK ALIKE.
The day which I freaking took a cab to NP and the cab fee cost $20(which could had been halved) for me to ask SM all the brands of the cars I saw on the road. Thanks to traffic jam.
Crap! Haha.
Finally I got the chance to explore TP properly! SM brought me to her school to hand in her assignment. It was so weird to see so many GOs they have in their school, or schools. ASS- Applied Science School. LOL. OK school of applied science.
Undeniably that school has very beautiful environment. The previous time I went was for their dance performance so couldn't scrutinised into every detail of their school, not this time. They beautify their buildings with fountains, lush green patches and straight pathways cutting in the patches nicely. I could picture Rach(don't ask me why. prob because she can go very high too ha) and I screaming and running around those areas. lol. urgg. It's amazing how nature always draws me to them so deeply that it was one reason why I chose KSS because of it's greenish.
Better than concrete jungle.
Terrific. SM brought me to their canteen and to my shock?, the SA canoeists were there. For once, I thought that wasn't TP anymore. Haha. And that SM kept calling me intruder. plus those guys, intruderS. raa.
Terrible. We went to Tampiness Regional Library and the books which I wanted but on loan was not on loan and conveniently at BukitPanjangRL. Why wasn't it there when I was there?
Nevermind, I found 3 books which I wanted. Woosh.
Grimaced. so many books, so little time
I request SM to bring me to T mall for a walk. UNfortunately it was crowded so... we went to Popular, for books. Next store we went in, TIMES. hahaha
We were on bus 23 deciding to take cab to NP. GOSH. 14 dances! My unprofessional and frank comments would be - it was nondescript at the start where there were too many people slow by half a beat or a beat. (arh I am so sorry! I am cynical la) the synchronisation. It was only until when it was nearing the interval then my heart felt something. Touched. More synchronisation, more relevant moves. Something like that. Ha oh I like that international dance VS hip-hop dance part. When they exchanged their moves, I gaped. Perhaps at the front, too many schools were performing and I was lost.
so many dancers on one stage I didn't know who to focus on. Haha, and I was trying so hard to find Belle ok. I was like that girl has belle's size, that girl has belle's hair, No, old hair, that girl have belle's face shape, that girl has that skin colour but how to see aiyo..
I am curious about one thing. nvm I don't want my tongue to run away from me.
Anyway, the whole danzation, pretty cool. I think I want to go again. SP, RP, SMU, SIM, NP. Wow. The vital thing is, next year probably can see belle in more dances. Haha, looks like I am paying lip service. lol. Shucks I forgot that girl's name. Uptil now, I only like to see Belle and that tall beautiful girl's dancing. Each time that tall girl dance, I want to have her in my arms. HAH, like leis! lol.
Oh my gosh, I forgot, after the collection of results, I never see Sheryl Chua until only yesterday! Couldn't help but hug her twice. Ha.
Last final thing which I could laugh my head off. A very mean thing. Let's dropped that idea of talking about it la huh SM? The toilet thing. lol.
Ok.points Met WS+Belle+SM for coffee at night as usu went to park near her block. chat. chat. a black cat came so WS VS cat twice
stupidest thing I'd done this year: on LRT to CCK. at BP, many left. caught sight of a red plastic bag with mushrooms those you get from Chinatown I grabbed it, rush out one man walked down the stair, others life I asked those who went to the lift No claimers Brought to CCK. Brought home. Didn't contact police nor control station.
SUPER DUMB.
Arh, belle, maybe shouldn call me mushroom before. lol.
Good job. Somebody will become a flying pork soon.
How I wish I can tell you more.
Woah went to the band concert and got there at 6.30pm for the last piece. My gosh and the last piece was the one which I always hear on the way home, by the 'grace' of SASS. Missed the first 2 performances from SAJC, how sad.
Haha, there was a DAMM FUNNY thing which happened to our MR. TEDDY BEAR! HAHA. Something about a SHORTENING CHAIR.
LOL. Can I share with the people teddy bear? It's hilarious, ok I am sorry about that plus I haven't got the full story yet.
Aiya. Oh and saw one of Miss Ho's 'boyfriends'. Not bad la. lol.
Seriously, when Miss Ho is with band, you probably needs to be a little more careful. Anyone who walks pass her get her very loud greetings! =D JUST JOKING! Haha.
I went to CCK library with SOK to study. The library which I thought I would love breaks my heart today.
First, there's weren't any more space. Second, all the good good books are ON LOAN.
Ouch. Ok I did say that IJ might be the last author whose books I will touch this year. Well, =D, nope. I borrowed another 4 today, one thriller, 3 romance. I need that after so many emotionless killings. urgg.
We barely did an hour's work and went to had lunch.
Lunch was funny. Lot 1's electrical bills must had expolded with about 10+ air-conditioners aligned at the entrance blowing in, sending chilling winds and caused my soup to drop in temperature. Terrible, terrible.
Haha.
We went to VIVO too and we agreed that F21 is not Sok's style yet. lol.
I was actually a little dumbfounded by how much Sok knows me. =P I am sorry dearest, my girl whom I dote on so much. How the toot! did you know how I am like so deep!? The deepest end MY GOSH.
Good, so next time when I am blur or something, I will say please talk to my PA personal assistant Miss Lau.
LOL!!
Oh great, there is this series of Chinese books which seems quite popular among mid-thirties/fourties ladies. There is always a female drawing on the cover page and the colours are not bright, they looked like the books had been left there for ages. Then, a woman took 18 of those books to herself. We loled.
Maybe it is, or is not. I finally found the GBdrill website in this book which I left it on the shelves 'nong' long time ago.
IF, I were to proposed a zonal thing next year, I will probably hang myself upside down and tobaleh again.
Goosh, these kind of behaviours should be rid of. Oh dear.
I miss her. There is nothing to cry about knowing where she is but to be honest with you, I am a creature from the dark (nonsence of course) and I like to sink deep to search for the tears which are still there.
29th Nov I hereby declare that I will make one wheelchair for donavan. You wait and see. Haha.
That is so that I will definitely make one and the only one.
LYNN wore this long skirt of cherry red with black tank top to the 'National' national library today. -to study GCS It looked fun!!! I kinda skimmed through and I thought I almost love it! haha. It's humanities! My gosh.
we barely studied for 2 hours
Ok something to share when we had our dinner and the food junction.
It was around 6pm and the tables were almost fully occupied. LYNN and I shared this table ( 6 seats) with elderly couple. They left and then came 3 ppl, 2 guys, 1 nu ren. Their accent wasn't distinctive enough, I guessed Malaysia and LYNN guessed China.
My ears just caught their words and register so the story goes like this.
The female had fell somewhere in the mall before coming for food and she was feeling embarrassed all the while. Out of good intention, the guys tried to humour her.
So the conver went on where this guy who spoke the most, shared about his fall down story where his clothes kinda torn off... but the funny part is. (all in Mandarin)
Guy1: You know hor, just now a little girl thought we are gays leh Guy2: ya lor! haha! Guy1: You know, cus just now the little girl want to give us something mah so she came over and said that hor, somebody said that we two are gay leh. Then I told the girl I am not but he (pointing at guy2) is Guy2: haha, I am not lor Guy1: come on la. You know gays usually wear the tight-fitting pants/tights and I wear this. I will look like a pregnant gay! aiyo! How do I look like gay...
He was wearing baggy jeans, shirt and jacket.
Come on. LYNN and I tried sooo hard not to laugh.
They talked so much I couldn't concentrate on my food well. That matters. Haha but anyway, they thought that we don't speak eng. (from what we hear)
It's just so weird la. We couldn't wait any second longer to leave.
COME BACK FROM CAMP SOON SOK! I am waiting! haha.
Oh and my gosh, it always happened to be Vamp books whenever I picked books in library lately. urgg.
enough of VAMPPIES and THRILLERS. so tired of them now.
I have no idea what to feel about the politics in Thai. It's terrible and chaotic. My mum supports Thaksin, my thai friends do not. Who can give the correct judgement? Not until the man tells the truth but which 'truth' do we accept? Some people want to be blind to someone's good actions and made critics to the evil actions enthusiastically. Well, the opposite side do the reverse.
Is it worth doing all these when the consequences includes devastating your already down-slopping economy and frightens the tourists who contribute pretty much to it? I find it senseless. Nonetheless, I am not one to judge. God knows why this is going on. I just hope it will end soon. soon.
The world is so ugly how are you going to convince people that one less uglier action helps?
Shopping with LYNN can make you bankrupt,worthwhile
Ha, as though I didn't spend enough yesterday, I spend about the equal amount today with LYNN. Tears sprinkled from my eyes as we paid $2 for this palm sized mochi ice-cream. That was the first stop.
I bought Iris's latest book! This is the book which everything about murder of Bonnie will be revealed!!! (I think) MY GOSH! What a coincidence cos' I am reading the first book now. Cool! Haha.
Alright, no more shopping until next year end. I do my shopping every end of year, how sad. Ha.
Thank You LYNN, today was a productive shopping. =) And thanks to Sok, you made my every-day ever since I met you. Haah, touching? Meant to be, lol.
LYNN wore super plain today. Haha, grey plain long sleeve and white short skirt. Of course, followed by more touching on her eyes. Haha, shiny glitter. =P
Oh at the restaurant, we ordered our drink. LYNN had difficulty sucking up from her straw. LOL. I tried too and I guessed the straw had hole in between the length. She asked for the waitress to come. Before she reached us, LYNN was telling me it was like unsuckable, which she thought it was not a nice word. Haha, nonetheless when the waitress asked to help, LYNN reasoned it kinda was unsuckable. HAHA!
oh, half way, we exchanged our dish. Damn it. Both are nice!!! haha.
oh and my gosh, my picture, my face was 'expanded'. urgg. Don't want to post it up le. HAHA.
Hui Ling 040491
really really wants 'Marrying Mozart'
Matthew 17:20 He replied, "Because you have so little faith. I tell you the truth, if you have faith as small as a mustard seed, you can say to this mountain, 'Move from here to there' and it will move. Nothing will be impossible for you."
except this. LOL
(mine,Rhon,YQ had this coffee+icecream!)
(dunno what's ith mayee haha)
(the precious bear!)
(was hugging it like a baby)
(they look alike right)
WOO~ Pink. LOL. My gosh, even I felt sick, how worse can SM feel? 
-bear given by church RACHEL CHAN WORE DRESS.
