Happiness comes from within

1st April 2010

fancy blogging in wee hours

It seems like an easy decision to make whether to go for it or not.
Maybe it is, I am putting my job first. I could have given a try and asked for my working timings to be changed but I don't wish to trouble the staff there.
I could have.
That means there are other reasons that are stopping me.
Can't seem to name them.

Upset.
pretty much.

Labels: SFC

Monday, February 22, 2010

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today, yesterday

I went to Lynn’s house to study. Jia Qi has a sad tuition! She looked so crush walking behind her tuition teacher and she asked me to frequent her house to help her in math. -.- For someone so tom-boyish, I never know what kind of guys she like. No guys can attract her it seems until, today I found out that she pronounced Kim Bum as her boyfriend. Haha! Gosh! Oh ya! I almost forgot what Lynn has asked me to do online. Ok done.

Marriage is a scary topic. Haha. I can imagine Lynn with her guy but cannot imagine her being a mum! I will pity her child. Haha! Sok fits in a mum role pretty well, she does house chores well. =)

Yesterday went to school taking 966 at 6.35 and I could find seat! Yay. Inspiring thing happened at Seng Kang SS, great revival. Abraham shared about 4D affecting 3D = visual/thinking affects physical world. It surprises me unsurprisingly. I’ve known that like long time ago but never really understand or absorb that fact. Great, he managed to change my way of thinking now. I can’t deny I have been daydreaming for such a long period of time and that affects me terribly. When I do questions, I am always preoccupied with something…

Oh well. There is a verse about if God care about birds surely He won’t forget us… something like that right. I didn’t really think about it until recently… Stupidly… I was just wondering how molecules in conditioner works for your hair… blah blah. Haha. Then come to think of it, if God goes to the extent of looking into atoms and molecules and numbers of strands of hair or eyebrow you have, surely problems you have He will not ignore! So cool yet frightening to know that someone knows so much. Lol.

Oh oh!!! I went to watch SM and SALVO drum compete in this pretty cool drum comp at Vivocity. I finally get to watch her FULL performance! Did you always repeat that song when you are with me because some parts sound familiar...
Yay. SALVO is a group of robust youths, having fervent for chinese drums? Yupp. I was so worried that they will break the drums man!

and I skipped breakfast and lunch...

RACHEL CHAN!!!
I asked Jie to go closer to the sea with me. Jie said " You cannot drop inside." It was hilarious because both of us know we can't swim. Rachel, we talked about you again. If we drop into the waters, the person cannot call 995, s/he must call you and ask you to decide who to save first. LOL.

Yea, by the time you get there we would have drown.

Labels: He talks to me, SFC, went out

Sunday, June 21, 2009

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christians united!

We watched 5 movies (full) in total in the 4-day camp. They were Patch Adams, Facing the Giants, Take the Lead, Stardust and Twilight. We watched the last 3 movies from last night to this morning 5plus.

The first movie highlights about Hunter Patch Adams fighting to become a doctor who is different from others and someone who seek not only to treat the disease, but the patient too. It was meaningful because it shows how society draws line between profession and life needs.

Facing the Giants is awesome! Coach Taylor, of THE loser team due to health issue couldn’t have baby, his car is the worst of all types and team members are all transferring to better ones which threaten him to lose his job. He chose to step above these things by seeking God. Slowly God showed several things in his life and blessed him with the American Football championship (schools), a new truck (gave by a rich dad of this guy whom Taylor had ‘preached’ to) and finally, 2 babies.

Take the lead was totally cool with graceful waltz and the hot salsa moves and wooo just cool! We watched the last 3 movies from last night to today 5plus am.

I decided to join ministry of fellowship after all despite the fact that I am terrible at executing plans but planning still not bad la. Worship team must carry on and be fervent towards serving through music!

Hopefully, these ministries in the school will grow, expand vastly in Spirit, in truth and in love.

I sincerely thank Celine for her role as food I/C. Those foods are wonderful!!! Thank God to put her in that position! (Food…) Rach! There were ice creams for supper! SUPERB.

Guess on my list the people to thank is pretty much…

The games were all fun thanks to the campers and 1,102 water-bombs and 5-6 pails of water! Haha. Then the finale was fantastic really thanks to the dancers. Cool! Jeremy can really dance! Shane also gave it all, he actually danced on the stage! Haha! Oh and we should start a Sam&Sam dance. Haha where one girl is smiling so brightly while another guy is dancing like frankenstein as described by someone.

Games i/c, glad to have you guys. =)Games people: Shane(ni), Elsa(sa), Ben, Mei Ting(great dance!) and Samuel (logs)

What is stopping you? (matt asked us to reflect that time, I still haven’t get my answer yet.)

Oh and I will miss throwing balls from the kindergarden room at Shane and playing balloon with Elsa. LOL. and the tigger and the mushroom and pinkflatguy. ...

Thank God. Thank you. =) off to do reflections.

Labels: SFC

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

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Our God is an awesome God

You sure you want to read this post? =) I try to help you highlight main points k?

I just finished bathing after reaching home.
Oh well, that's beside the point. This week or these few weeks I had been terribly upset over several issues including my own walk and how things can get ugly if I want them to be. Well, such as giving attitude to people.. such as losing all my patience over some words...
so...

Today I went to Mentors' room... after Shane left I cried. Ha, oh well then I wrote a letter to Eve which in the end, I didn't give. Thank God for pointing out through Evelyn about that.

I just never realise that the imperfectness I have is the reason why people say "we fall short and we need God's grace". Grace is a rather big word and now I have finally come to understand it. How amazing it is. God didn't show us our weakness so that we may turn to Him, He do so because we are really weak.

Then... I was stressed up and crap... Had a chat with Eve and sisters. I really thank God for all He has done. All of us has our time where we broke down after certain circumstances and we may even lose hope. Some people who doesn't know God or who are unable to handle well will in turn have a grumpy or negative character build up in them after the long run. On the other hand, God, being love, is able to restore what is lacking in our lives and thus also build our character. I have to admit, I have already fed the negative thoughts and turn them into my attitude. It's really bad.

At the EW/LC dinner/gathering, we had fellowship, worship and watched the video. It brought back memories and allowed us to remember the purpose again. Vera, CK a.k.a Samantha, Hilary and Shane, Evelyn and Rachel shared their thoughts/testimonials. God has pushed us to step out of our comfort zone and prove to us, if we are faithful, so will He.

We can't measure how successful the EW/LC is according to the answers to alter call. Inter-trust is important and also, embrace God's promise. God is interesting man... He is honest and He already tell us in the bible that we will grow weary and tired. However we failed to remember that and we just pray God will give us strength without actually remembering He already knows. That applies to me.

Isaiah 40
28 Do you not know? Have you not heard? The LORD is the everlasting God, the Creator of the ends of the earth. He will not grow tired or weary, and his understanding no one can fathom.
29 He gives strength to the weary and increases the power of the weak.
30 Even youths grow tired and weary, and young men stumble and fall;
31 but those who hope in the LORD will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint.

Embrace God's promise and hope in the Lord and that brings me to

Romans 5
3Not only so, but we also rejoice in our sufferings, because we know that suffering produces perseverance; 4perseverance, character; and character, hope. 5And hope does not disappoint us, because God has poured out his love into our hearts by the Holy Spirit, whom he has given us

Amazing ain't He?

Finally at the end of the day, Vera thought I was from J1. She pulled both my cheeks saying you are cute leh! and so nice to bully and so funny!
During dinner Shane totally supports her. How nice. I am being kind ok.

AND to end off... haha. Vera, Elsa, Me and Chesed took 142 from the main gate... We sat at the seats where one pair will face the other. We chatted and suddenly Elsa realised we forgot to press the bell! Panickly, I wanted to press the bell supposedly on the window frame but it wasn't there! Chesed responded and tried to press the bell supposedly on the bar and it wasn't there either! GG! We missed the stop.

Labels: He talks to me, school, SFC

Friday, May 08, 2009

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WOOOO!

To be back from the prep camp EW/LC is a mixture of sad and happy news. The happy thing is that I finally can bath since 3pm yesterday.
The sad thing is that I missed the FD rehearsal.

It was such a great camp where Christians gathered together worshipping God, training intensively for the upcoming LC on 3 Apr and making real-life-looking artifacts and 300 over 'gifts'.

Damn crazy. Haha, seriously funny. Thank God. I seriously have no idea what to share about here today, other than telling you I got a 2.8cm in length, 1.5 cm in width blister at my left sole. Ha, how crap, I was so happy when it burst you know! Turns out that only a small hole and after 9 hours, I am still trying to get all the liquid out. Disgusting right. Haha, sorry for that gross-out info. =P

-went Chinatown right after Econs to get things with Wei Wen, Victor, Shanny
-come back get mosquito bites while resting (then He made me think)
-short prayer and sharing
-cut ribbons register for camp!
-dinner ( with groups. I was under Victor's group. He called us spillovers! so mean. Pity him, 5girls in his group, he was the only guy when James wasn't there so Vincent joined us. I become his 'Ling Mei' apprarently. =.=)
-icebreakers by Aloysius the funniest guy man! lol. (musical chair, square shape and he played he sang+play guitar without playing chords. Haha!)
-objectives
-off you go! dance/band/learn how to make gifts, Wei Wen was very patient and encouraging
-supper time, someone made very nice choco cake with rasins
-sleep
-wake up, prayer blah
-prayerwalk (Great experience+eye opener)
-games at SAJC (Gosh, the camp IC, Nat, was in charge of this particular station where it was gosh... we had to tie string around our waist, at the other end of the string is banana, hanging. LOL)
-bath at 3 (last time I bath in camp)
-service
-dinner, make gifts etc
-I had Econs consultation with this SFC teacher-Miss Yap at like 9pm plus while making the gift.LOL.
-everyone was very tired, I was too until I found out ice-cream for supper!
-Food IC I think.. Eliora offered me to finish the tubs of ice cream since there were many leftovers, I didn take it but Rach did and she finished it in front of me. I couldn't control my expression when Theodore(Mentor) kept on saying things that had to admit. Haha, I was like arhh why finish that tub of ice cream.. I want it. lol I want to kill you! Haha, of course, that's crap la.
-sleep
-wake up, service, realised I got big fat blister.
-went to SA CC
-pizza for dinner!

Labels: He talks to me, school, SFC

Sunday, March 15, 2009

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SFC camp

Wei Wen was aching just now and she asked me why I did not feel aches. The answer is it came later. Ouch. Now my leg hurts here and there I just simply don't even feel like stirring.

The camp was great!

I am really sorry okay, if I looked like I did not wish to talk to anyone in SFC. Deep down I really wish to build deeper friendships. It's just that the camp was the only free time I can spend with God knowing that no one is going to shout at me and so. That time is so precious!

There is nothing to hide from God's eyes. I don't deny I feel left out when the SFC chat and thus dismishing my wish to step in deeper. Our lifestyles are totally different and topics which I can discuss probably will just wash into the drain. No negative feelings, what I am trying to say is, my topics.. I believe it crashes with Christians' lifestyle. Or rather, I am just embarassaed to tell you I share the worldviews.

I was upset that SFC was not as close as how I see in a church which I wanted so much as SFC is my only church. Ohhh I admit that here. No, I was silly to wish for people here to behave as though they know each other for years. Nonetheless, in this camp, I think God manage to help me understand the relationships in SFC better and help me be joyful of who they are. I thank God for everyone of them.

This camp which only participants are the mentors, Mr Yit, Mr Hu and the SFC members actually is an eye opener. Haha. Another reason why I was so quiet is I was in observing mode. Everything felt so different, I seem to see them in totally different views that are good, and sweet.

There was no anger or resentment, a surprise to me.

I've learnt a lot and I like Matthew's cranki-ness you know! LOL! No wait, I must say, I loathe that 50-push ups on tar floor carpark. Dann!

3.5km in 20mintues. Washed each other's feets using sulphur soap. There are a lot of cool things la huh. Let's just say...

God helped the camp exco to put in a lof of effort and the camp was awesome. Plus, the campers and so... =)

Oh right. I think I am really camera shy. Almost everyone cam-whores, last year my PW members manage to take 100 over pictures of me trying to hide+unglam within 3-4 hours. This year, I wanted so much to hide from Theodore who was the camera man. -.- Not to mention, LYNN has always wants me to join her in her memories-stay-still in her camera in the last few years. I bet out of her so many close/best/sweet/honeys friends, she has least of my pictures. lol.

"Unless a man is prepared to ask a woman to be his wife, what right has he to claim her exclusive attention? Unless she has been asked to marry him, why would she promise him her exclusive attention?"
Quoted from I kiss dating goodbye

Thank Eve for that book, I hope it works.

Labels: SFC

Sunday, January 04, 2009

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sab+christmas ball

I think I have a lot to say today, bear with me.

Meeting Sabrina just to pay her for the chalet probably should take about 10mintues but our chat lasted a few hours. Haha. Perhaps I was a little talkative too wow, I didn't know there was quite a lot to catch up with her. JC life samasama eh except for their school torturous sports training, PE. Thankfully I didn't had those experience but I am sure it was good training.

I rushed home to have a quick lunch before going for Christmas ball held by the mentors in SAJC. Something very unpleasant cropped up at home. My parents were trying to change the tap in the kitchen so they had to stop the water supply. Unfortunately, I had stomache so the water had to come but then, the kitchen would flood since the tap thing wasn't done. Took a long time and a lot of bickering. It could have been hilarious you know, by changing the use of words.

Anyway, so I 'rushed' to SA and I didn't expect to see a handful of J2s, from team SAJC somemore! The captain ball challenge was very quick. Compare this match to our 05's, they ran about the speed which Tang-i uses. It was really fast! The passing of ball was within a second, swift action and the speed of their ball was... Put it this way, for me, it would hit me before I caught it. lol.Mr Yit played too, all 4 matches and he was very enthusiastic. Nice one!

Do you know who is Jeremy mentor? Haha, he was hilarious, trying to find 'cheat' ways and he pant a lot. Also, he had a zhao-pai action whereby he jumped while running and hit the ball which was flying in mid-air without seeing which direction he was hitting to, mostly to his opponent accidentally apparently, and his inertia was not enough to stop him from speeding out of court after that hit of the ball.

Everything was okay, the OCIP began to talk about their trips and Shane+Samuel talked about Star Wars. My gosh, I only know that star wars had red/green swords. lol.

Had a dinner and listen to the mentors and this J2 singing. Chris/Kris? from basketball. Oh my gosh Theodore that mentor could easily sub any singers in the music industry. Quoted from Shane "walau that guy can transit very well leh!" Haha, indeed, his zhuan yin, high-to-low-and-back pitches was very smoothly done and his voice was great. His voice is very nice too.Winner haha.

All mentors are musically inclined. Pro. I tried very hard to catch Winston(spelling check?)'s lyrics but I couldn't, quite pitiful. Nonetheless it sounded nice. Theodore's lyrics caught my attention, especially after he explained he wrote it after receiving news that his friend dead. Though the song was about a parable in the bible about this man losing 2 sons but the lyrics... I don't want to really recap alright. Ok, so... I anticipated and didn't for this Christmas ball but I think...

God put a lot of effort to bring me back and I take delight in that. Coming to these activities, He encouraged me to walk with Him by faith that He is there. Evelyn sang a chinese christian song, heh, nice one. Spoke to me a bit that time. Really can't catch the lyrics properly, but Eve+Wins' lyrics put together, is what God wants to tell me, to push against the lies which I believed in.

My walk in really unstable, my mind cannot focus on God but filled with stress for next year's As. BUT, when I saw Sharon, George and Rachael coming back today, I was reminded that God never left them. That will remind me, God is faithful. Now it's a little painful that is probably the moulding part. a soul was saved today

Labels: SFC

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

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worship course reflection.

Can I Have This Dance (HSM3)
Take my hand
Take a breath
Pull me close
And take one step
Keep your eyes
Locked on mine
And let the music be your guide.

Won't you promise me (Now won't you promise me)
That you'll never forget (We'll keep dancing)
To keep dancing
Wherever we go next

*It's like catching lightning
The chances of finding someone
Like you
It's one in a million
The chances of feeling the way
We do
And with every step together
We just keep on getting better
So can I have this dance? (Can I have this dance?)
Can I have this dance?

Take my hand
I'll take the lead
And every turn
Will be safe with me

Don't be afraid,
Afraid to fall
You know I'll catch you
Through it all

And you can keep us apart (even a thousand miles can keep us apart)
cause my heart
is wherever you are

*

Oh,
No mountain's too high enough
Oceans too wide
Cause together or not
Our dance won't stop

Let it rain, let it pour
What we have is worth fighting for
I know I believe
That we were meant to be,
Yeah,

It's like catching lightning
The chances of finding someone
Like you (Like you)
It's one in a million
The chances of feeling the way
We (way we do) do

And with every step together
We just keep on getting better
So can I have this dance? (Can I have this dance?)
Can I have this dance?
Can I have this dance?
Can I have this dance?

haha, blame it on Jie Jie. cut short the lyrics on his blog. -.-

Worship course was great and I'd gained a lot from it.
The burden was taken off after I managed to said out what I think about my walk to someone who is a Christian. Walk with God is indeed hard without friends around and I remembered He said "let us not forget meeting up, as some are in the habit of doing so, but encourage one another daily - the more as you see the day coming." Sometimes I really feel tiresome making time for SFC lunches. Haha they never fail to crash with my other activities but ok... I realise I never touch the context before that verse. I better go check.

Anyway, I shared with them a part of testimony and I felt like, it was more like a hasty decision telling them then asking God to get me say what I should say. It's pretty confusing.

Let's just say, for a moment I don't think she mind that I shared her testimony with God's people. Or rather, I think if her, well, it's still a very hard thing for me to say, death, brings me the realisation that God is really there. What's wrong with it? Ok you may disagree, I can't blame you. I hated God for wait, in sec3&4 until june this year, so I understand how you feel. However first thing you must understand is that God doesn't promise blessings always and will make sure tomorrow you have outdoor games and it won't rain, but He promise, even if there is rain, He provides a shelther. Meaning, God can still give you curses, punishments, to discipline the others or to reveal some lessons to others. It is not bad. Things happened are not entirely bad, unfortunate, it is really how you handle them. You must believe, God provides a way. Of course to take it or not...

Woah. WT.

I am writing now to remind me a lot of things. Pardon me.

Labels: He talks to me, SFC

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

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it was terrific

It was totally terrific. I started off this week terribly and I told this guy that I really didn't feel good.

I told him I felt that I wasn't worthy for the Lord, I wasn't good to my parents and was equally evil to another.

Then things changed after 'shouting' to the Lord and I felt so much better on 4th day and I decided to exchange with Shane for the worship slot.

And thank God for 'using' Shane to help me to worship Him all out! I sang out of tune today but I press on! Ha, I hope it wasn't a torture to Samuel and Rach.

When you really let go of everything and just worship, joy and peace overflows!

SFC had a small meeting after school today. And we shared pretty much, kinda catch up with each other (PW mostly) and wow, we had a terrific worship! Somehow somewhat, I am just amazed by how we can sing in chorus that perfectly. Woosh.

And we prayed and it was really great because, the act of praying is an act out of faith.

ha. PW week is finally over. It was so intensive it squeezed my brain juice all out. (picture a few drops of liquid dripped from the sponge, that's what I am left with)

I guess I need more discipline in front of teddy bear, or Gundu Bear Bear. LOL. I was so unglam!!! I show him my true colours of craziness, randomness, silliness, whatever!! My gosh!

And I will never forget how he reacted to this picture in my phone. urgg. lol.

He was super humorous la. Ian was playing with me, out of exasperation, I took my umbrella and pointed at him and said 'stop it arh, I have umbrella!'

lol!

And then I wanted to drink water so Teddy was like
Ian, quick, take her umbrella! She is going to pour water on you!

Ian responded by laughing and took my umbrella and repeated my line
I have umbrella!

-.-''' so embarassing!

He opened my umbrella somemore.

Labels: school, SFC

Friday, October 10, 2008

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oh finally

the blue is from RACH and purple from DONA!

Haha, drawn by SU W,ANNE and RHONDA!

DAJIE's hand! by me! HAHA

happy things first.

TAO LI IS IN OLYMPIC SWIMMING FINALS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ARH!!! TAO LI! WOOH! HA!

My idol! Alright, wrong word, just somebody I like and admire, pretty much. HA

WOOH!

I am so proud for her! Last year she just won herself a gold medal in ASEAN games and this time she was 1st in heats4, and not to forget breaking ASEAN record with 57 + seconds and came in 3rd in semi-finals and broke her another record. so cool!

And of course, Bryan Tay, showed his power too by breaking ASEAN record by 1.28seconds!

Great job!

ARH, and Xing AiYing, the 19-year old badminton player, (world no24) won matches against world 12 and world no.8 but lose to world no 47. Too pressurised. still, there is still a long way to go! ALL the way!

And there is ronald sisilo tomorrow against Lee Chong Wei (world 2nd). ARH. badminton. at 10am tml.

so excited!

especially for Tao Li! WOO!

Oh and this Korean Swimmer Park Hae-hwan (if I am not wrong) won a gold in 400m. MAN. I was pissed. Haha, because last year, he won ASEAN swimming when our swimmers were in too! EE! lol. but Park is really cute. LOL. alright.

I am really curious, how does it feels winning in your school, then nationals, then ASEAN, and then Olmpics... All Tao Li can say it's amazing.

Indeed.

Oh ya and I thought their medals are made of jade, it was reported on news what! unless they changed or something?! hmm.

After celebration of National Day in SA, SFC had a short rehersal and went for lunch. I am so glad I joined them. We were sharing about what exactly is fear of the Lord, or rather how do you differenciate fears that we experience. HA, and it all started because Shane wanted to talk about horrible ghost stories. LOL.

And I want to thank Chesed for sending me this application where a bible is in your phone! SO COOL! lol

Alright then I had fun at east coast! I ran to Sidah and hugged her. How dramatic?!

crazy ppl. We couldn't stop laughing. Oh like when SM rode and knocked a tree?! ha, not really that bad la huh. and don't know who ran into who. And SM and I was chatting so we tried to ride side by side. She was so funny la! Once there were a few people and she shouted something which I can't remember.

And I kept souring WS. She wanted my help in suggesting what Chinese food to prepare so I came out with those she had to make it (which she can't) and I told her she should be thankful that I think so highly of her. HA!

oh gosh and we met this Uncle with 2 beautiful dogs! Oh dear, both are of the same breeds, same dad different mum. Oh well, dog affair. And one is older by 5 days but the difference in size is great! Moreover, they are only 5 months old, and Kiki is 9 months old but kiki is so much smaller. Ha, diff breed anyway.

The older is Favour (because want to gain favour in God's eyes) and another is Ab (short for Abrahim). Intersting don't you think so? Naming dogs in this way. I mean, it shows me how... on is this Uncle for God, and I like that.

And man, how I admire this man whose 2 daughters are in Austrailia (or?) and one is a horse tainer, another is also a dog trainer. Gosh. And he is hiring trainers, an employer I suppose.

Favour is gentle and elegant while Ab is very active and definitely friendly. (good kisser. JK)

I miss those 2 dogs, especially Favour when it laid down beside me and rest. orrghh, lol.

This is Ab

Favour, Ab (5days make great diff) and snoopy

man I miss BELL! That girl... never fails to make everyone's day joyful! Miss ya BELL!

and the sad moments... ha.

I had dinner at Lot 1 and this man was.. urgg. He was before me at this Yong Taufoo store and he picked ingredients such as Vege and Hotdogs while I picked all beancurds stuff. He wanted soup and beehoon while I wanted noodle and dry one. The vendors gave him soup, beehoon with MY ingredients and the man gladly took it, colouring the the whole bowl with sweet sauce and back to his seat. And I realised that when the bowl Auntie wanted to gave me was filled with Vege.

They began to have a small discussion about who shall eat the wrong bowl and forgot my presence. Well then asked me to re-pick the ingredients while the man was enjoying the food.

And, to my ulmost irritation (is this a word?), that man sat beside me.

can't help staring at him eating my ingredients. lol

wonder how is Rach's Black&White camp, must be great cus God is there! haha

if things are meant to be, it will be. I trust in Him, and He assured in the bible in Jeremiah that His plans are for us to prosper and not to harm us, so, let go and let God.

It's ugly as quoted from LYNN. In fact she made my life happier. LOL. It's the same as her will not let herself fall in love from someone who is poor, even if that person is really marvellous. (LYNN cam't survive with no money)

I LOVE LYNN! and FISH helps alot! THANKS!

oh well, I lost my flow in this post long long time ago.

Love should have no boundaries, but love can turn ugly if .. are beginning to appear.

Let's be happy and back to the last times!

poor language. oh well, happy birthday to Jon Cham!

Labels: school, SFC, us, went out

Sunday, August 10, 2008

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openhouse

Forgot about it.

First, I want to thank God for making the day!
Secondly, I want to thank RACH and DaJie for the balloon sculptures!!! That made my day totally. Haha.
Thirdly, the SFC ppl!

Never did it cross my mind that waiting for 966 is even longer on saturdays. I waited for 45 minutes or so. raa!

DANN IT, ha, I didn't know Teddy Bear was at second floor when I was dancing. Yin liao lor. Haha, I wanted Rach to learnt the dance but she ran away!!! EEE!!!! Haha and I should made Dajie learnt the dance part for LOW. HAHA!

EE. I never dare to look at my partner, haha, just in case I can't ctop laughing. Ha. It's ok what, he is passable la. Not like I am that good either. sheesh

Anyway, then I went to the booth and we kept singing until, DaJie kept finding me to chat. LOL! Pro la that DaJie, and invited me to his booth HAHA. funny la.

Initially it was Chesed and Rachel (SFC) (Oh great, ytd Rach introduced me to the another Rachel from her church. That, is the 6th Rachel that I know. Rachel Gay, Rachel Lim, Rachael, Rachel Chan, Rachel Ong, Rachel from the church, & if I met Rhon's sister, I will know 7 Rachels. O.O! one more to form rainbow. so cool!)

oh dear,

ok they were playing guitar and sang songs of worship. COOL! Then Mr Yit came down and sang with us! Better still Mr Hu came along to join us and both teachers introduced us oldies. Haha. SO COOL! Praise the Lord!

And there were 2 other ladies, turn out that they were not our seniors! Then who are they? lol

Oh ya, RACH! Haha, you put the balloon hat on me when I was sitting beside Rachel right? She didn't know. While playing guitar, she turned and she was so surprised la! HAHA!!! couldn't stop laughing. Haha.

Labels: school, SFC

Sunday, August 03, 2008

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heartstrings

post pics first. =) But I want my GB pics... sobs!

no reply to tags first.
miss, sHAron, you crazy woman. ahaha, YES, ok, I MISS YOU! Haha. (vomit blood in backscene) lol.
RACH! haha, ok... ya, haha... I think I need dear Lord to apply more softeners on my family la. Haha. thanks! =) but if His plans...ok k, have faith in Him. alright. Hahas.
FISHIE FISH FISH! MY GOSH! I MISS YOU SO MUCH FISHIE!!!! HAHAHAHA=) haha, yea! I'll!
to miss shida and WS... WHAT'S WITH BOTH OF U LA!? I KNOW BOTH OF YOU MISS ME SO GIVE SO MANY TAGS TO GRAB MY ATTENTION. BUT YOU DON'T HAVE TO FLOOD IT MA!
and to miss teo, I spell my name with a SPACE b/w Hui and Ling wan la. what a friend you are TSK!
SHIIIIDAAA! yes, gundoo gorsong! haha eh is you la, you miss yourself? TSK
SALLY NEO!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHA

lols. ok.

DONA&RACH VS PRAWN

look at how serious DAJIE is.

And rach. woo..

who do you think won? The prawn of course! Haha, out of 3 prawns, Rach ate 2 and one fell. DaJie... sighs.. ate lesser then Rach of course. How I wish his prawn flew and I can take a video of that. TSK! Hahaha. Oh ya, I declare the prawn as a winner because, jiejie didn't eat the last one. Good survivor. Hahaha.

Seriously, I LOVE THIS! the girl so violent! pluch EEYORE's tail! Haha. I LOVE EEYORE!

Is it my photo skills? or is it Teddy becoming Holy. lols!

Mentoring balloons

if you can't fathom, they were tied to tennis racquet

another holy pic. Miss Ho played my FAV song!!!

And the church where I was awed and awed

Oh man, I haven't post the pictures we took with the thai students. I miss them.

It's raining. The temperature drops and I am a bit scared. People are like weather, they change... sometimes, drastically, sometimes mildy. Sometimes, with hints, sometimes, out of a sudden.

What am I talking?! Haha.

I did BS today! Haha, so happy. Dots.

Like finally I know so much more about Holy Spirit. It's like, I don't know, everytime I don't know how to handle, He will guide me through like... my friend...
somehow, God is in heaven, so I feel quite distant from Him... Dear Lord Jesus is there too... but this great assurance of Holy Spirit is like nailed to me la...

so marvellous.. really

okok, I can't deny I am here a bit distracted...

VERY distracted. It's my first time, not taking the hand and act what I want in impulsiveness. I don't know, maybe the next day I will but...

good things are worth waiting.

I don't know.. as much as I want to take it, I want myself to step in right for I know, xixi is worth it.

K, enough enough, I am so distracted. EE. lols

very indeed.

dann

right.

my SFC seniors stepped down. I miss them. Yea, I may not know them well, but as what Mrs Loi had affirmed, the seniors beared the fruits and... I was in admiration, hoping I can be like them one day... =)

somehow...

the rain stops...

I am still distracted.

I should start work.

good things are worth waiting and sweets should be eaten slowly.

tho I was horribly tempted to take it just now. MY gosh.

God bless me.

Impulsiveness kills

but haha... that simply can I meant so much for me, or rather..

Labels: school, SFC

Thursday, July 24, 2008

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boowoo

BANG.
I feel like saying and I am saying, I studied for half day and POOF, that's an A for my chinese. That pains many, I believe, but why do you feel so when chinese is like... chili for Macburger. It's hot, and the chili barely make it hotter. What's the diff?

Yea, getting A for chinese is like WOOHOO, but it tickles on my emotional nerve that make me think of my other subjects. I am glad to push my grades for like, 2 subjects?

but the worse always seeps in deeper than you want it to be

I had 3 worships today. Each worship makes me so joyful, so peaceful, lips full of praise. When it comes to the point about my results... I lost it.

God gave me a precious lesson right in the morning though... when I couldn't wake up at 4am, (I prayed for tt) and I complained right after I see the clock.5am.

Then I took the train to BP to rush, but the train had technical problems. I couldn't get out because the doors were already closed. (when the front cabin? no what's the word? those doors were open) and I saw the train to Jelapang came.

The technicians came to the rescue. 2 mans in the train shouted at them and complained there were SO LATE.

Right in the morning, something happen, you go help yet get scolded...

felt bad.

I shall learn step by step from the Lord.

I am one who treasures realtionship/bondings a lot. Since I take up the welfare rep job, I can't stop brooding over some stuffs in class. Then what happens? studies cast aside. believe it or not, 60% of my time I spend thinking of my class. I am not those who put studies first you know... so...

see, it always seems that my classmates out their studies as prioty so well... it always seems that they are doing the right thing.

you know sometimes I even feel that they are horrible. Haha, I send emails, I send smses but not much took their own resposibility to go check their mails. That irritatED me.

Haha, I have no idea where I am going to. guess all I wanna say, I can only focus on one thing at a time. if I am going go out for studies, I will ignore other things(maybe meanwhile Lord can help me to learn how juggle more stuffs in JC).

All I know is, no life? let it be. I am a very competitive person, hate to lose. I shall mai tou ku du le.

ARH! I don't freaking understand! All I know is I can't seem to be the salt and the light of the world by this behavior! Why do I always find faults in myself?
maybe cause my classmates seem to perfect le.

SIGHS.

Father Lord, I think I have been trying very hard to be witness of you. And the more I try, the more I feel that the ways I am doing is wrong. God, if it's so, help me to change.
plan, work and God will take care of the rest. Sometimes, we just prefer to take care of the rest, by our own, so much.
ARH.

really dislike it, when someone post you a question about your close friend and you have no answer to it, yet another person has the answer. don't you feel like... you are one thing far away from that person?

guess that's where I am TOO MUCH.

hey but that don't apply to God! YES! GOODIE! God won't feel trapped, He will feel more than joyful. HAHA. great!

I can sing of your love forever, I can sing of your love forever...
I will live to love you, I will live to bring you praise, I will live a child in awe of you

SFC IS GREAT GREAT GREAT TODAY! WOOTS!

my senior shocked me la! haha, she pro ar, shook me awake! Haha, SFC IS FULL OF JOY!

MORE THAN HAPPY

summarise: ushering for racial harmony forum
[Li Ming tood in front of a big fan, cus he was too well, warm. ya ha]
[a man told me the words are too small!!]
[SASS boy came to me and RACIAL HARMONY! YEA!!!!]
SFC
[very sleepy, senior shook me as though I am paper filled with flour]
[cannot stop coughing when find out that SFC will be joining choir to sing for cousellors. you get the songs don't you?]
[didn't realise umbrellas were for those in carpark. arh, u might not get this]
[did a short chinese dance while entering toilet. a bit crazy there]
[I kept asking, where is Isiah? When, I am already at that book]
[wanted shane to entertain me, using his shoes, hang on the visualiser screen then hit the button UP][right after dress-to-kill, rachel(sfc) and I slept. Mr yit was like, waa, 2 sleeping angels ar dots]

everything justs so great. even Benedict cannot stop praising the first worship we had. it was really G-R-E-A-T.

> =( so much for telling myself I will put my laptop away.

WEI SHAN I MIGHT GO FOR P&D ceremony! SHIT. need to prepare full U?! Don't want! ARH! can just wear GB-tee with DI badge? HAhahahaa. right.

Labels: school, SFC

Wednesday, July 09, 2008

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