can see that sok miss me alot... haha... lolx... sok... i dun feel good about any boys... just let nature take its course... trust me.... i'm so sad about the results i got today... Lynn cried serveral times... she came to me!!!! i wanted sooo much to hug her and say ' HEY!, let us hug each other and cried together like what we did last year, for mid year exam too." i didn. i dunno why. i cried thrice. once was actually for her. i hate to see her so sad. that is what i am so weak at. i protect her from all sharps objects and cried for her when she is sad. WHY do i DO that? WHY? i felt this heat rushing in my body and was sending this to my brain " Lynn is so sad. how??????" like a leis... my god. by the way, f more info, check out my friendster blogg.. i dun see any good things in whatever i do... SOk, i had lost all my hope. i feel so lost in this class.. i dun understand why am i standing here letting all the wolfs to bite me and tear my fresh off. i can tolerate them, but not always. Why am i SO SUPER SILLY? why is the world so material and realistic? why? and the mother earth is dying. ha. i shouldn be in this world. or meet anyone of u. i shouldn have. i should have end my life asap. but i m timid. n i dunno what is going on with me n lynn. perhaps there is nothing and i am over sensitive. then. should i go and inject sth to my body to keep myself numb? i call myself selfish. for not being myself.
Thursday, May 18, 2006
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Hui Ling 040491
really really wants 'Marrying Mozart'
Matthew 17:20 He replied, "Because you have so little faith. I tell you the truth, if you have faith as small as a mustard seed, you can say to this mountain, 'Move from here to there' and it will move. Nothing will be impossible for you."
