It's Sunday!!!
Haha, the better news is that I did my quiet time after 2 days of starving myself of spritual food. Each time I do my QT, I feel that He is speaking to me. This sounds dumb but ya, it felt great knowing that He in heaven spoke to me!
And He brought me to Ecc 8. That chapter was fantastic. Most importantly, it reasoned out why I should maintain my joy. In fact, I must thank someone who listened me out of during one of the nights. Thank you! really! almost die without you online! hahahaha
I am so not going to talk about anything during GB farewell dinner without the pictures. IT WAS TERRIBLY GREAT! DANN! Even Lai Yan's batch came!!!!!!! MY GOSH!!!! I was euphoric!!!! They were sec4s when I was in sec1 la!!!
And I led worship. Really, I thank God for, you know, making WS comeing out with this idea, pull me along and gave me opportunity to do. Maybe not in SA because I am so shy but, aiya, it just felt wonderful!!
And JEANIE AND SHER WAS THERE TOO! Things were really crazy. Even photos taking. Apart from the worship, the VESPER was HORRIBLY GREAT. LOL. (it's my habit in using negative with positive words, bare with me. haha) WHEN THE '04 SEC4S TO '08SEC1S STOOD IN CONTINGENT, GAVE GOOD BANG AND SANG VESPER!!!! The bang, maybe I didn't contribute to because I was in black socks, (long story, some ppl violetly pull off my shoes b4 that) and some were in heels, slippers, shoes etc but haha, we did a SOLID BANG!My gosh.... Come on man!
And today we, oh hold it, yesterday, yea, we maked the end and had a start : POP&ENROLLMENT service.
haha, wow, the CCA room was so so so small yet it fit us very well. Oh ya, Pastor Ben's whole family came! ZOE SO CUTE!!! ARH! I WANT TO BRING HOME LA, then Pastor Ben rejected because Zoe is his princess. sniffs I understand. SHE IS SO CUTE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! my gosh, but haha, she is very girly. And the youngest son is a mixture of Zak and Zoe. A boy who looks like Zac but more tamed like Zoe.
Kids. urggg
MY GOSH, elva new song, that lyrics fits me well. Haha. right. anyway, time to get more Elva songs
While reading out the Girls' Brigade Laws and Promise for Miss Leong to type, I felt a new sense of... no, it's like I renew my GB membership.
When the sec1s declared their promise, I asked WS if I could recite with them too. Well, she merely replied You are old.
lols.
YA. We recited the NCOs and it felt... everything came and fall into places.
I used one Law to counter attck WS when she was horrible. Haha, Be kind, cheerful and COURTEOUS.
And the Law on Promtly obey the orders of Officers
the ends of our lips curled up, smiling gleefully.
Guess that's more or less about it. so many things to say but...
I would take 6 mircrosoft words pages. so ya, haha!
just wish the girls had a great times like we do. =)
And may God be pleased for I am filled with joy and I hope God does too. Haha!
oh well, met SU's thai friends, they are very nice ppl man. Haha. OH YA, I forgot to talk about counsellor commendation.
I was awed. HORRIBLE awed. I, no, SFC could feel God's presence so heavily, no so closely to us in the St Andrews Cathderal.
And I was afraid that the vow they made to God, as in it was a vow, since God led them here, I am sure they will do according to what they have vowed.I was quite upset despite expecting it, I guess He wants me to focus on GB more, with the upcoming GB drills comp next year. And unfortunately, about the trip to New Zealand next year which without subsidy cost more then $2 triple O, I may not make it for my lion will have it's teeth into my jangular. (forget the spelling) I want it, a lot. But first... GB comp! My gosh!
The more I build my relationship with Him, the more I feel like a stranger in my family. And this feels terrible, for which child on the Earth was born to feel this way towards their parents?
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