I had to step on my bed to see which area should I train my military skills at first. An overview of how messed up my studies is. The blue file is Ruo Ying's elec.hist file while the navy blue is my sec2 maths file. That maths file brings back a lot of memories, but not as much emotions as it used to did.

I intend to throw away RY's file. lol.

And perhaps, along with the maths file.

That maths file is really the ultimate fruit of my hard work. A file filled with 90+% full marks(60%) and As, 2 failed papers. Ha... I still can't fathom the work of love for someone. Well, maybe I used to take it in a naive way, I guess that love was a respectful and envious love. Whatever type it is, it motivates me everyday to push myself very hard, finishing everything right after he gave the homework, following his instuctions clearly and giving my best, giving the perfect graphs and lines, handwriting, everything! All I remember is that, I used to constantly doing things and thinking of him and look at the fruit!

Why can't I put that in these days now? I was wondering how will it be like if I apply that to this spritual walk and studies. It will be amazing.

went to SuWanne's house today. Ha, I told her before that maybe it would take me days. Then, turns out that if I really want to, it really will take me days--> I will be walking around houses, because they are connected. lol!

Things went insane today starting with a phone call. Picture this scene where I called Su's house no, YQ beside me and we were facing this MRT direction thing...

Su picked up the phone; I recgonised her voice.

hello (...) (then a lady came to us and asked us for directions)

oh you hold on arh, wait arh

(YQ& I helped the auntie)

yea hello

OH! you are Hui Ling arh?!

....

That's when I realised I forgot to tell Su who I was and I just asked her to hold on right after she picked up the call. lol. Thankfully it wasn't her sis or anyone else. lol.

And then Su and I exchanged a few calls because, I think... I am still not that familiar with AMK yet. Anyway then on the bus, it was the sixth call already and Su was asking me to hurry since I already saw the longhouse. I yakked with YQ more while trying to look out for the stop opposite this home. I saw petrol station and RJC.

7th call.

EH! You missed the stop arhhh!

(?!!!) Am I supposed to pass RJC?

NO!!!! You are supposed to drop before that!

Arh ha, and I could hear Rach laughing beside SU. That's bad.

The first thing which Su offered me to do at her house is... scooping leaves in her fish pond.

LOL! funny right. hahaha... seriously la, but it was fun though. And thankfully I had enough inertia to prevent me from falling into the pond by sudden/expected pushes from Su and Rach. -.-

Ha, I didn't manage to walk around her house. played frisbee and well, there were plants so you can perdict the health of the plants after a few plays...

and I walked in the mud... -.-

And Su used her broom to guard the toilet...

and OH YES, wii was another thing that drove me insane. Su was suaning me and Rach was amused by my reactions and oh well. I was pretty worried that I might punch YQ accidently when playing fishing. In fact, when we played that game, the one which joncham always wanted the class to play, ARH YA, pool, I wanted to like...

supposed to pull back and push front right.... because we were sitting so obstruct the movement. Rach was like... you might as well go to the tv run back and front. I was thinking that was a good suggestion.

8 games. fishing. this pick out similar faces game(which I couldn't stop asking, look like me one or what?), pingpong(only LJW can play la huh), fit in the bubble (OH YES! MY BEST!), shooting (rach is good, YQ is better at shooting birds. joncham should be careful with his chickens, the more since they can't fly) , this game on the table where you slid your 'thing' to hit the flat ball to get into the opponent's goal.. what do you call that? it's usu found at the arcade. (anyway, 13 scores in a row, RACH and YQ hit home goal. HA!)

crazy things. and what else? My mum just went into my room and I can picture her screaming at opera-pitch in her emotional world.

lol.

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